tadek

November is always hard for me. I have too many assigments at university, most of them are boring, weather is getting gray and cold and my mental health is getting worse. I probably have academic burnout and I wish I could just sit and write all day. I also had to wait almost a week for my ADHD meds, so I could take only half of my dose and this made me feel even worse. Luckily I finally got my prescription. I'm proud of myself - even with these problems I managed to write 7k words and I really enjoyed it ❤️. It's important for me because I struggle with writing this story since 2021 and I started to hate it. But now I see that this story evolved and became quite good.

I've dreamed of winning NaNoWrimo since I was a teenager, but it was too hard for me because of my mental health problems. Now, after diagnosis, I wanted to try Nano (or Novella November) but now I am at university, I have to many tasks and next week I'm gonna have wisdom tooth extraction, so there is no way I could reach even half of those goals. So I decided to write 10k words this month. I don't know if it's possible, but hey, I have to stay positive.

And also created new goal on TrackBear, because I needed alternative for Nano website (everyone knows why).