what are you do here?

i’m not going to sugarcoat it: i know i’ve been super inactive on this blog and ignoring messages and requests and not posting like i should be. school got really rough for me a few months ago, and i fell into a spiraling hole of homework and test prep and all kinds of shit like that. i’ve also been going through a lot emotionally since november of 2016. someone really messed me up emotionally, and it’s been tough to get over what with all the additional mental stress i’ve been under these past six months. i’m so sorry for neglecting ya’ll, and i don’t want any of you to take it personally if i ignored your messages or your asks. i haven’t been answering anyone at all, so for real, don’t think i’m targeting you directly or ignoring you specifically, because that’s not the case at all.

as for the lack of imagines and preferences, i have nothing to say for myself other than that i’ve been so uninspired to write lately. the stress has taken a lot out of me, and when i do actually have the time to write, i can’t bring myself to do it. i’m exhausted, truly and physically exhausted. i don’t know when i’ll write for this blog again, if ever, but you’re still welcome to send in requests and ideas. summer’s coming up, and i may find my writing flow again once i get a few weeks of good rest under my belt.

i love ya’ll, even though i know it doesn’t seem like it, and i’m eternally grateful for all the support and followers that i’ve been getting, even after i dropped off the face of the planet on here. thank you so much for reading this and understanding my situation.