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(Β youΒ knowΒ thatΒ dynamicΒ ofΒ theΒ emotionallyΒ closedΒ offΒ oneΒ &Β theΒ kindΒ oneΒ theyΒ haveΒ aΒ softΒ spotΒ for?Β yeah,Β thatβsΒ theΒ vibe.Β )
β you think you know me, but the truth is, you donβt. β
β going home isnβt an option anymore. β
β iβm fine. thereβs nothing for you to worry about. βΒ
β do you wish i was different? βΒ
β i just, i donβt want anything bad to happen to you. βΒ
β you deserve better than what youβve got. β
β i guess we both lost something we were fond of. βΒ
β iβm not leaving you out here alone. βΒ
β you donβt have to keep me company, iβm fine by myself. βΒ
β coming here to see you is the only place i could go. β
β iβm afraid of losing you, okay? βΒ
β i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. β
β what is with your weird fascination with me? βΒ
β yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. βΒ
β i didnβt mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. βΒ
β youβre lucky you got away with only a scratch. βΒ
β if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. β
β people like us donβt get to decide when weβre done. β
β iβve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. β
β you wonβt survive out there. they tear all good things apart. β
β i donβt know whatβs the truth or whatβs a lie anymore. βΒ
β you got guts, iβll give you that. βΒ
β the more you know, the shorter your life will be. βΒ
β for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. βΒ
β what you think youβre going through is nothing to what i have been through. βΒ
said from the soft spot.Β
β youβre not as bad as everyone says you are. β
β how is it that youβre never scared? β
β you think iβm weak because iβm not like you. β
β you wanted to be left alone, right? βΒ
β how do you make the pain go away? β
β you shouldnβt smoke, you know. β
β destroy what is destroying you. β
β i hope you find the peace youβre searching for. β
β you know my door is always open to you. β
β i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. β
βΒ youβre avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? βΒ
β youβre not at war anymore, you can come home. β
β it feels like youβve been avoiding me. β
β what are you so afraid of? β
β you shouldnβt be out here by yourself. βΒ
β why do you care? you could have just walked away. βΒ
β i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? β
β if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? βΒ
β i just thought youβd like some company. βΒ
β are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? β
β i knew you had a heart. βΒ
β can you look at me? please? β
β i donβt think iβve ever seen you smile. β
β if you wonβt take care of yourself, then who will? β
β you have something beautiful inside of you. itβs hard for some people to tell, but itβs there. β