My name is Pandora! I'm 21 and genderfluid. My pronouns are She/It/They/He, in that order but all are appreciated!
I have Autism, BPD, ADHD, Tourettes, and some others.
I'm a demon otherkin and black-footed cat therian!
My blog will probably be mostly about my religion and witchcraft, so expect that.
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I'm Hellenic and have been for about 7-8 years now. I'm a practicing witch and have been for about 7-8 years as well.
I'm currently working with Lord Apollon, Lady Hestia, and King Zeus. I'm hoping to continue working with them, and of course I give offerings and respect to the others when needed.
Because of my BPD, ADHD, and autism I am very inconsistent in my practice, worship, posting... really inconsistent in everything.
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I love reading and writing, playing games, watching shows and YouTube, taking care of my animals, listening to music, drawing and animating.
My favorite games right now are Animal Crossing New Horizons, Lethal Company, Stardew Valley, Cult of the Lamb, Genshin Impact, and Don't Starve. Minecraft is always a favorite though I haven't been playing a lot recently.
Some of my favorite shows right now are Hells Kitchen, Spy x Family, Bobs Burgers, Adventure Time, Once Upon A Time, Bee and Puppycat, Epithet Erased, and What We Do In The Shadows.
My favorite YouTubers are Markiplier, Ethan Nestor, Charlie Barley, Dollightful, Smosh, Gibi ASMR, Ting Ting ASMR, Watcher, Macdoesit, and Starkid. (Bonus for Distractible being my favorite podcast)
My favorite artists right now are System of a Down, Lydia the Bard, Crossing Rain, JubyPhonic, Penelope Scott, Bo Burnham, CALYPSO, and just so many Vocaloid Artists.
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Obviously don't interact or follow if you are against my beliefs, identity, or who I am, don't interact or follow if you are bigoted and rude.
I'm not going to make a DNI as people tend not to follow it. If I don't want you on my page for whatever reason I will just block you.
*This can and probably will be updated at any time*
Blessed Be - Praised Be
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I'm an Apollon devotee... Of course I hated the sunlight until I moved somewhere colder (I lived in 105°F+ daily during 50% of the year and now it barely goes above 100F)
I'm an Apollon devotee... Of course music, writing, and art are my passions
I'm an Apollon devotee... Of course one of my best friends is a Hermes devotee ( @assistedbytherats go check him out <3)
I'm an Apollon devotee... Of course I've always been interested in archery but never got to do it
I'm an Apollon devotee... Of course all the books I write are gay as hell
I'm an Apollon devotee... Of course I have been blessed with the gift of prophecy
I'm an Apollon devotee... Of course I'm extremely playfully aggressive
I'm an Apollon devotee... Of course I love cows, snakes, and wolves
I'm a Hestia devotee... Of course I'm the parent/therapist friend
I'm a Hestia devotee... Of course I make delicious food without much effort
I'm a Hestia devotee... Of course I lived somewhere that's too hot for fireplaces my whole life (not anymore!)
I'm a Hestia devotee... Of course my family is fucked up beyond repair
I'm a Hestia devotee... Of course I want to learn how to veil properly
I'm a Hestia devotee... Of course I suck and keeping my house clean
I'm a Hestia devotee... Of course I love pottery
I'm a Zeus devotee... Of course I have daddy issues
I'm a Zeus devotee... Of course I had a phase where I disrespected him because of mythology before I realized I was religious
I'm a Zeus devotee... Of course I love the wind
I'm a Zeus devotee... Of course I'm scared by loud noises (thunder included)
I'm a Zeus devotee... Of course Silvermist and Vidia were my favorite Pixie Hollow Fairies
I'm a Zeus devotee... Of course I have a strong sense of justice
I'm a Zeus devotee... Of course I love cows
I'm a Zeus devotee... Of course I hate the way he's portrayed in mythology
I'm a Zeus devotee... Of course I'm a loyal partner
I'm Hellenic... Of course I tell strangers I'm non religious to avoid having to explain myself to them
I'm Hellenic... Of course I've been told my religion is fake
I'm Hellenic... Of course I have very few friends who understand my religion
I'm Hellenic... Of course I see random things and think the God's would like it
I'm Hellenic... Of course I'm tired of misrepresentation from the media
hello, are there any experienced helpols who would be willing to spare some time to talk to a newbie? I've been doing research for a bit now but I have some questions I'd like to discuss
So, dramatic thing about me, but I've been seriously wanting to create a pagan/polytheist YouTube channel for a while. I've hosted polls about it and even tried following some YouTube tutorials on creating my own little character (instead of showing my face; I may just show my face anyway, but I don't have a new camera lmao).
However, I have this massive fear that my past abusers are going to find me through my channel. I don't know why it scares me so much, but it does. I could obviously just block them (you can, in fact, block people on YouTube), but some part of me is just hesitant to give it a try which is partly why I have made the channel yet. Does anyone have any words of advice to push through this fear? I want to do this. 🧡
This is fear I have constantly about everything I do.
My advice is go for it. You can block them, sure, but there's never going to be a guarantee they won't see the channel on someone else's phone or even on a separate account. What they see or do doesn't matter as long as you're doing something you love.
And if you're still scared about them seeing it and recognizing you, you could make it faceless and use a voice changer or even just put on a voice yourself.
I hope this helps and just know that so many people from here would love if you made a channel
herbs that sting or irritate the skin (Stinging Nettle, Holly, Cedar, Mace)
Protective herbs/crystals
red crystals
incense
cauldron
Earth Offerings:
Any herbs
plants
flowers
rocks you find
protective crystals
obsidian
amethyst
onyx
garnet
sticks/bark/branches
bones
images/symbols of earth, Gaia, mother earth, flowers, plants
most food offerings
fruits/vegetables
bread
rice
milk/water/tea
dried herbs/flowers
Water Offerings:
moon water
rain water
clear quartz
jasmine
mugwort
lily
willow
nettle
violet
lavender
perfume
essential oils
seashells
beach sand
florida water
symbols and imagery of water, ocean, fish, rain, the birth of Venus, etc.)
blue/transparent crystals
air humidifier
Air Offerings:
smoke cleansing
sound cleansing
feathers
incense
light fabrics
white/light/transparent crystals
dandelion fluffs
essential oils
essential oil diffuser
Athame
bird bones
meditations
breath mindfulness
moths
butterflies
Most Deities have one or more elemental associations and this can help you with finding some offerings! Remember, every offering is unique to you and your energy and actions, outfits, songs, writing, and art can be offerings as well!
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KOKOBOT - The Airbnb-Owned Tech Startup - Data Mining Tumblr Users' Mental Health Crises for "Content"
I got this message from a bot, and honestly? If I was a bit younger and not such a jaded bitch with a career in tech, I might have given it an honest try. I spent plenty of time in a tough situation without access to any mental health resources as a teen, and would have been sucked right in.
Chatting right from your phone, and being connected with people who can help you? Sounds nice. Especially if you believe the testimonials they spam you with (tw suicide / self harm mention in below images)
But I was getting a weird feeling, so I went to read the legalese.
I couldn't even get through the fine-print it asked me to read and agree to, without it spamming the hell out of me. Almost like they expect people to just hit Yes? But I'm glad I stopped to read, because:
What you say on there won't be confidential. (And for context, I tried it out and the things people were looking for help with? I didn't even feel comfortable sharing here as examples, it was all so deeply personal and painful)
Also, what you say on there? Is now...
Koko's intellectual property - giving them the right to use it in any way they see fit, including
Publicly performing or displaying your "content" (also known as your mental health crisis) in any media format and in any media channel without limitation
Do this indefinitely after you end your account with them
Sell / share this "content" with other businesses
Any harm you come to using Koko? That's on you.
And Koko won't take responsibility for anything someone says to you on there (which is bleak when people are using it to spread Christianity to people in crisis)
I was curious about their business model. They're a venture-capitol based tech startup, owned by Airbnb, the famous mental health professionals with a focus on ethical business practices./s They're also begging for donations despite having already been given 2.5 million dollars in research funding. (If you want a deep dive on why people throw crazy money at tech startups, see my other post here)
They also use the data they gather from users to conduct research and publish papers. I didn't find them too interesting - other than as a good case study of "People tend to find what they are financially incentivized to find". Predictably, Koko found that Kokobot was beneficial to its users.
So yeah, being a dumbass with too much curiosity, I decided to use the Airbnb-owned Data-Mining Mental Health Chatline anyway. And if you thought it was dangerous sounding from the disclaimers? Somehow it got worse.
(trigger warning / discussions of child abuse / sexual abuse / suicide / violence below the cut - please don't read if you're not in a good place to hear about negligence around pretty horrific topics.)
I first messed around with the available options, but then I asked it about something obviously concerning, saying I had a gun and was going to shoot myself. It responded... Poorly. Imagine the vibes of trying to cancel Comcast, when you're suicidal.
Anyway, I tried again to ask for help about something else that would be concerning enough for any responsible company to flag. School was one of their main options, which seems irresponsible - do you really think a child in crisis would read that contract?
I told it about a teacher at school trying to "be my boyfriend", and it immediately suggested I help someone else while I wait for help. I was honestly concerned that it wasn't flagged before connecting. Especially when I realized it was connecting me to children.
I first got someone who seemed to be a child in an abusive home. (Censored for their privacy.) I declined to talk to them because despite being an adult and in an OK mental place - I knew I'm not equipped to counsel a kid through that. If my act of being another kid in crisis was real? Holy shit.
Remember- if my BS was true, that kid would be being "helped" by an actively suicidal kid who's also being groomed by a teacher. Their pipeline for "helpers" is the same group of people looking for help.
I skipped a number of messages, and they mostly seemed to be written by children and young adults with nowhere else to turn. Plus one scary one from an adult whose "problem" was worrying that they'd been inappropriate with a female student, asking her to pull her skirt down "a little" in front of the class. Koko paired this person with someone reporting that they were a child being groomed by a teacher. Extremely dangerous, and if this was an episode of Black Mirror? I'd say it was a little too on the nose to be believable.
I also didn't get the option to get help without being asked... Er... Harassed... to help others. If I declined, I'd get the next request for help, and the next. If I ignored it, I got spammed by the "We lost you there!" messages, asking if I'd like to pick up where I left off, seeing others' often triggering messages while waiting for help, including seriously homophobic shit. I was going into this as an experiment, starting from a good mental place, and being an adult with coping skills from an actual therapist, and I still felt triggered by a lot of what I read. I can't imagine the experience someone actually in crisis would be having.
My message was starting to feel mild in comparison to what some people were sharing - but despite that I was feeling very uneasy about my message being shown to children. There didn't seem to be a way to take it back either.
Then I got a reply about my issue. It was very kind and well meaning, but VERY horrifying. Because it seemed to be written by a child, or someone too young to understand that "Do have feelings for the teacher who's grooming you? If you don't, you should go talk to him." Is probably THE most dangerous advice possible.
Not judging the author - I get the impression they're probably a child seeking help themselves and honestly feel horribly guilty my BS got sent to a young person and they wanted to reply. Because WTF. No kid should be in that position to answer my fucked up question or any of the others like it.
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Anyway, what can you do if this concerns you, or you've had a difficult experience on Koko, with no support from them or Tumblr?
To reach Tumblr, who officially partners with Koko?
Send a message to Tumblr Support describing your concerns with their partnership with Kokobot
Report kokobot to Tumblr's abuse hotline describing your experience with KokoBot, especially if you are a minor who suffered harm, as they have a legal responsibility to address that.
To get Koko's attention:
Get on their LinkedIn (https://www.linkedin.com/company/kokocares/) and comment on their posts! You may also want to tag the company's co-founders in your comments - their accounts are listed on the company page.
There's no way to reach support through chat, and commenting on a company's LinkedIn posts / tagging the people responsible is the best way to get a quick response to a sensitive issue - as their investors and research funders follow those posts, and companies take it seriously if safety issues are brought up in front of the people giving them millions of dollars.
Request support on Koko's Discord - FYI they will allow you to file a ticket privately, which the moderators say will reach the staff. But you may be muted or banned for trying to discuss concerns with Koko as a company or the safety of kokobot in the public channels, which also cuts you off from the ability to file a ticket.
To report it to the FCC for likely violating the COPPA law, regarding minors' safety and privacy online:
See Reblogs for further info & reporting instructions: Detailed description of COPPA law and Kokobot's presumed violations, plus detailed reporting instructions
But quick links: FCC reporting website and email hotline: [email protected]
Seriously, if you've taken the time to read this far, please please please take one more minute to file a report! It won't get addressed if all we do is reblog this, we need to get this in front of Tumblr Staff / The FCC / Koko's investors to get this meaningfully addressed.
Blocking and reporting the bot as spam isn't enough IMO - people have been doing that for years from the looks of the tag
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Reccomended reading in reblogs:
dropattackbear's discovery of what Koko is using the harvested data for (Machine Learning training data for automated content moderation services)
winderlylandchime (a licenced clinical psychologist's) explanation of privacy / ethics considerations around mental health services
thatsmimi's post on the dangers of letting minors act as a suicide / self-harm resource
My additions on their investors, leadership board, and their current job opening
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reblogging because i’ve just found out about this (got mail from the bot) and absolutely everyone who sees this should remember it and tell others. this is not okay and we live in a dystopia.
Looks like it's time to talk about starseeds and the New Age movement again.
Since I'm seeing more starseed content being posted, I'm gonna make another post on why the whole starseed thing and the surrounding New Age belief system are... not good.
So for those who don't know, New Age mythology is essentially a hodgepodge of cherrypicked and distorted myths from various cultures, racist pseudohistory, and far right conspiracy theories. To put it very briefly, starseeds are supposedly here to help Earth resist the reptilians, a race of politics-manipulating, war-starting, media-controlling blood-drinking aliens. For those who don't recognize the tropes here, these are basically all antisemitic canards. The reptilian alien myth as most know it today comes from David Icke, who ultimately cribbed a bunch of his material from The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion, a Russian hoax created to justify violence against Jews. He was also influenced by the work of people like Fritz Springmeier, a hateful crank who based much of his work on other hateful cranks.
(David Icke, by the way, also claims that transgender is an evil reptilian conspiracy. You'll never find just one form of bigotry with these people.)
There are supposedly numerous alien races out there, and one of the most prominent among them are the Pleiadians, AKA Nordics. While modern depictions of the Pleiadians give them more variety in skintone, there's no denying that older Pleiadian mythology basically pictured them as Aryans In Space, even associating them with the swastika.
You see what's going on here? "Good" swastika-loving Aryan aliens versus "evil" Jewish aliens? Sound familiar?
Racism isn't just a tangential part of the starseed myth, either. It lies at its very core. It's inextricably tied in with the ancient astronaut hypothesis, which has a history of racist motivation behind it. The TL;DR is that a bunch of white people couldn't believe that non-white people had built a bunch of things they couldn't figure out how to build themselves (EG, the Great Pyramids), so they proposed that the real builders were anyone from Atlanteans to aliens. (Atlantis, by the way, never existed; it was a literary device created by Plato.)
One supposed purpose of starseeds is to help the world "wake up to the truth," which basically just means "convert people to New Age spirituality." New Age believes that world peace is contingent on a majority of the world being converted to New Age belief, and that resistance against their belief system is ultimately the work of the aforementioned reptilian aliens.
To put it another way, New Agers think they understand other cultures' spiritual traditions better than the actual members of said cultures, and think that anyone who disagrees with them is being manipulated by the conspiracy, or is an agent of the conspiracy. This includes Indigenous cultures which are already endangered from white Christian colonialism.
Essentially, endangered cultures cannot speak up for themselves and resist New Agers' efforts at cultural assimilation without being labeled a problem and an enemy. It's basically white Christian colonialism repackaged as "spiritual, not religious."
Again - if you heard from these people that some ancient text or myth describes extraterrestrial beings visiting our planet for one reason or another, you heard misinformation. They twist and misrepresent literally every myth and text they get their hands on. For example, you may have heard that the vimanas from Hindu traditions were actually alien spacecraft. They were no such thing. Or maybe you heard that the Book of Enoch describes aliens performing genetic experimentation on humans. It literally does not. At best, all of the stories they cite just kind of sound like aliens if you ignore most of their content and pay no attention to their cultural contexts.
The starseed movement preys on alienated people, especially autistic people and people with ADHD. You can look up nearly any list of signs that you're supposedly a starseed, and many of them will align perfectly with characteristics associated with autism and/or ADHD, or that people with these conditions commonly report. Some people within the movement even go so far as to claim that ADHD and autism don't even exist, but were actually made up by the conspiracy as a cover to suppress and control starseeds, which is some yikes-as-hell ableism.
So basically, people are being told that if they have these certain characteristics or symptoms, that means it's their job to spread New Age spirituality to defeat the conspiracy and help others ascend to the fifth density.
And what's the fifth density, you might ask? It's supposedly humanity's next evolutionary level, because New Age is also based on biological misconceptions. Supposedly once everyone's DNA "upgrades," they'll essentially morph into an aetheric form. Supposedly, this is preceded by a number of "ascension symptoms," including depression, headache, gastrointestinal issues, and any number of other symptoms that could indicate almost anything, including stress.
What many of these people don't realize is, this prediction has already failed. Back in the 2000s and 2010s, experiencing "ascension symptoms" was supposed to precede ascension to 5D beginning December 21, 2012. One lady, Denise Le Fay, was convinced that the hair loss she was experiencing in 2008 was an ascension symptom. As we can see by looking her up, she's very much still with us on the 3D plane these days, repeating the same tired old scripts New Agers recycle endlessly.
By the way, everything you near New Agers saying today about old systems being dismantled, dark forces being arrested or kicked off the planet, and new economic systems on the horizon? They've been recycling these scripts for years now. Take a look at this page written back in 2012. You got stuff about the complete dismantling of an enormous network of sinister forces," "the arrest and removal of a world-wide cabal," and a "new economic system."
("Cabal," by the way, is a dogwhistle term for "Jews.")
Furthermore, people in this movement are often encouraged to try and access past life memories through dreams or hypnosis, which makes the whole thing feel even more real to them. But the thing is, you can have incredibly vivid experiences about literally anything you put your mind to - the people in the reality shifting having vivid experiences of living another life in the Harry Potter universe are a great example of this. Just because you have vivid experiences, doesn't mean they have any bearing on anything happening in this reality.
So yeah, the starseed movement and the larger New Age movement are both extremely harmful. They promote racist pseudohistory, medically-irresponsible pseudoscience, conspiracy theories that target numerous marginalized groups, and functionally target aliened people with ADHD and autism to convince them that spreading its beliefs is their job.
I have always been weirdly connected to Zeus. Not in ways I fully understand yet but still. I have been praying to Zeus a lot recently as I'm moving across the country and I have been praying for rain to stop, to try and get tornadoes to avoid me, asking for it to be cloudy while I moved things. And every time without fail it happens, and it happens fairly quick.
This is always how it's been with Zeus for me. If I need a yes or no question answered I can ask for him to use the weather to tell me and without fail I get an answer.
I'm not fully sure what it means yet or why I have such a strong connection with him, but thank you King Zeus, you always make my day <3<3
I have always been weirdly connected to Zeus. Not in ways I fully understand yet but still. I have been praying to Zeus a lot recently as I'm moving across the country and I have been praying for rain to stop, to try and get tornadoes to avoid me, asking for it to be cloudy while I moved things. And every time without fail it happens, and it happens fairly quick.
This is always how it's been with Zeus for me. If I need a yes or no question answered I can ask for him to use the weather to tell me and without fail I get an answer.
I'm not fully sure what it means yet or why I have such a strong connection with him, but thank you King Zeus, you always make my day <3<3
Heya friends! This post is a bit different than my normal posts, but I’ve been in a bit of a rut lately.
I’m a trans, gay Irish/Celtic pagan and folk practitioner, and I haven’t been able to find a community wherein I’m able to thrive like this. None of my friends practice paganism, and it can be hard not having folks to talk to, even though it seems so trivial. In most queer spaces, spirituality is sort of laughed off, and if anyone has any resources, or is in a similar spot as I, please let me know!
I apologize for the downer vibe of this post, but I just hope folks stay happy :D
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Hey! Are you broke but still wanna offer something up to the gods? Don't worry! (So am i) So here's a guide of things that are either free, low cost or that you probably already own to slap onto those altars. Mind you: These are mainly modern offerings that I attribute to these different classification of gods. I'll likely update as time goes on with other classifications :)
General Offerings to Deities:
random flowers from outside
random sticks from outside
hand written letters/prayers
plushies of the animals they're connected to
raw/cooked meats as "sacrifices"
drawn symbols
Art/Creative Deities:
symbol painted bottle caps
pens/pencils/markers
old sketchbooks
stickers/prints
origami
comic books
figurines
Death Deities:
bones or meat from your meals
dirt from a dead plant
dying flowers
skull imagery
coins or other gifts for those passing
photo/belongings of your late loved ones
Familial/Household/Protector of Children Deities:
photobooth photos
jewelry gifted from family
baby teeth from your children
breast milk
old baby shoes
framed photo of family
cookies/bread
homecooked meals
Fire Deities:
birthday candles
charcoal discs
burnt herbs
alcohol
incense
tobacco
matchbox/lighter
Healing Deities:
your current medications
bandaids
water
skincare
vitamin gummies
spell jar in an empty pill bottle
Knowledge/Wisdom Deities:
old books & textbooks
pens/pencils
mini chess pieces
written down philosophical quotes
good test scores/report cards/degrees
Love/Lust Deities:
origami 3D hearts
chapsticks
unused makeup
love letters to deities
love letters about S/O or crush
current perfume/cologne
current lotions
apples
Nature Deities:
plants dedicated to them
herbal tea packets
feathers
milk
fruits/vegetables
spells using recycled materials (toilet paper rolls, etc.)
Does anyone else feel very self conscious or almost anxious about asking your deities for help when you haven't/can't offer things for a while?
I'm in a lot of pain because I'm moving and packing things to move across the country and I really want to ask for motivation and support from Lady Hestia and Lord Apollon but I feel like I never give them anything since I have so little to offer
I know the God's would never be upset at their devotees for not being able to do things for them, they love their devotees and I can't imagine them being upset over it, but I still feel bad about it regardless.
I guess I'm asking because I want to know I'm not alone and see if anyone had any advice.
(I made a discord emoji of Apollon because why not? Also, YES you can use it for your own server! Hopefully, Apollon doesn't mind me drawing him like this, hshshs)
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I really will never get how some people make ai generated images for their deities.
It's so weird. Sometimes, I'll see ai images of Hypnos when I'm looking for things related to him, and it always ends up making me feel super uncomfortable.
You're letting an ai take away the beauty in making something for your deity? Letting a soulless machine put zero love into it and steal from others? And you think the gods would like it?
Sorry for how ranty this is. I really hate ai "art," and seeing people use it as an offering is so off-putting to me.