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Please check out my Etsy store!!

I could really use the funds and I really want to try and make this work.

I have digital 2024 calendars, planner templates and more! I also plan on making physical products soon - I’ve already began making scrunchies.

I’m selling stuff for cheap so please if you could, show the page some love.

https://stationeryboutiquex.etsy.com

So a lot has happened since I moved into my own place, and after a year and a half of it I’ve moved into a house with my bf, his sister and one of our friends.

Ummm so they kinda force fed me into a weight I hate even tho I’m still considered underweight - but I’m miserable and getting back to it.

I managed to get to a LW of 34kgs… but yeah now it’s ruined. I’ll post some pics if Tumblr lets me.

Um yeah so looking at these pics and knowing I don’t look like that now really sucks and is a big motivator for me to get back on track.

I also now have a kitten, his name is Luca.

And I have an Etsy store because I want more money so I can live alone again and ⭐️ve in peace.

Please support me if you can:

I’ve hardly been eating and I’ve bought a bunch of low calorie and healthy things to sustain me. I have a bunch of snacks that I’ve accumulated over time but not eaten because I don’t wanna waste food. But apart from that literally I have to eat is low calorie stuff.

I think the reason I’m not losing weight any quicker is because even tho I restrict to less than 500 calories without fail (usually having around 350 plus burning most of them off anyway) is that most of what I eat is processed and not good for me. Even tho I hardly eat, what I do eat hasn’t been very healthy. So imma do my best to eat healthier and hopefully that will cause some extreme and rapid weight loss.

Also I bought baby garden and vegetable risotto, and a whole pouch of it is 91 cals. I’m really hoping it tastes nice, even if it just tastes bland I have spices that I can add to it to make it taste better. If it ends up being nice then it’ll definitely become a go-to dinner.

Net: 37 cals

I plan on doing a few crunches, sit ups and leg exercises, but I won’t even bother factoring them in, since it’s just a maybe.

I don’t post my intakes very much, because they’re all very much the same. This is towards the higher end of my calorie budget. Usually 375 is the goal, but I decided to treat myself to a hot chocolate tonight - since the mix came in such a cute mug.

I have work tomorrow… yayyyyyy. At least it’s not a super early start.

I need to work as much as I can during these uni holidays - since I’m moving into my own apartment and I’ve already paid first months rent and the bond for both the apartment and the car parking space… so much moneyyyyy.

This was today.

Tomorrow I have work (woohooo getting up at 5am 😒)

I’m going to try and severely restrict my intake tomorrow.. one soy milk coffee (29), two zero sugar energy drinks (13 cals each), and some tomato soup (63 cals for one serving, may have one serving and half a serve of low cal bread (50), or two servings of it for dinner ((126)).

Please recommend more ana books for me! I love them so much, they keep me entertained and I spend so much time reading I forget to eat.

I also really want more people to talk to… (ana buddies anyone? 🥺👉👈), I don’t have enough friends. Please don’t be shy!!

These are what my days have been looking like also,

I’ve already read wintergirls and I loved it, I’m currently reading a sample of “thinspo” (I have to go buy an itunes gift card so I can purchase it) and I was wondering what the other good ana books I could read on iBooks are?

Like I am secretly reading.

Im so excited. I won’t be forced to eat at dinner, I can just have soup or something low cal and no one can call me “pathetic” which is exactly what I was called today by my bf’s parents for leaving some food on my plate and hardly eating… but I still ate more than I wanted to (thankfully it was just two kinds of salad) but stiLL I felt so shit I went for a 45 min walk straight after.

Sorry I’ve been inactive, I’ve been working so much!! I’ve been keeping my net cals under 300 this whole time tho, don’t worry!

Didn’t have anything with calories until i was on break at work, after been up since 4:54am…. And it was green tea with honey.

Omg I wish I was skinnier already. I’m currently sipping Pepsi max and vaping so I don’t have anything else tonight- even tho it’s only 10:05pm.

Tomorrow I’m getting coffee with my dad, so I think in the morning I’ll just have a 0 sugar monster and my vape, do some cleaning up, and then go meet up with my dad. Then I have to go for dinner with my bf and his family, for his dad’s partner’s birthday. Im the designated driver, so I won’t be having any alcohol which saves me a shit ton, and if I decide later on in the night once we’re home to start drinking, I can just mix vodka and pepsi max - but we’ll see.

Wrist check at work.

Yesterdays intake - tho it’s only 12:07am

The vape my friend got me for my bday arrived today, so I got to try it out when I went to the city!

Todays net intake: -690 cals.

I went for such a long hike today, it was so nice - a lot of work tho and I should have brought water.

My bf is making me take more vitamins, hence the piss coloured water - it tasted good tho. And no calories. And at least he isn’t trying to force me to eat.