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I'm sorry, Kugisaki.

Hey, everyone. It’s been a while since I posted something. A lot has happened ever since, and I’m not sure if I want to talk about it here. Long story short, I fell in love with someone who broke my heart to pieces but hey it’s still pumping despite everything it went through so hustle with me and let’s get this degree together! I’m just glad I didn’t fail any of my subjects last semester even though I had a difficult time functioning in every aspect of my life but I guess that was just me running on autopilot for the past few months. That semester was just a chaotic whirlwind of exams, return demonstrations, and clinical duties and honestly I didn’t know how I survived all that. Looking back, I got to know myself on a deeper level and seeing how things turned out, I’ve been slowly regaining my self worth and self confidence little by little ♡

A gentle reminder to my girlies out there to never settle for less than what you deserve because it’s tough out there and when your degree is kicking your butt, you should surround yourself with people who won’t drag you down because the company you keep will make you or break you. Also please take care of your health, try to get enough sleep and eat your meals and drink your water because by the end of the day, you are your most valuable client :)))

Um ok this is unreal?? I just wanted to say to anyone who listened to my music this year, anywhere in the world, thank you. Getting named Spotify’s Global Top Artist in 2023 is truly the best birthday/holiday gift you could’ve given me. We’ve seriously had THE MOST fun this year out there on tour and now this. Are you serious. So I was trying to think of a way to thank you, and a lot of you have been asking me to put “You’re Losing Me (From The Vault)” on streaming… so here you go! You can finally listen EVERYWHERE now 💋

Sam Lansky has such a wondrous way with words, and I’ve loved reading his pieces for over a decade. If you’ve ever been around him, you know he’s just the best type of person: Curious. Interested. Hilarious. Intriguing and intrigued. I have tRuSt iSSueS when it comes to interviews but I couldn’t be happier that I did this one with him. I was blown away to see quotes from people I adore and admire like Stevie Nicks, Greta Gerwig, Shonda Rhimes, Phoebe Bridgers, Natalie Maines, Kenny Chesney, and Lucian Grainge. I was so happy he spoke to fans Madison and McCall who were so eloquent, loyal, and kind. I’m really reflecting on this year, and all the years that led up to it. Can’t say thank you enough times. 🥲