I need you as the one luminous point in my madness
"If I love you, is that a fact or a weapon?"
I loved you with the most violent passion;
I hated you with the most bitter animosity;
I longed for your death,
and yet I sought your presence.
I dream of a grave, deep and narrow, where we could clasp each other in our arms as with clamps, and I would hide my face in you and you would hide your face in me, and nobody would ever see us anymore.
"If I let him do this to me, what else will I allow?
Anything, anything, anything."
You said I killed you— haunt me, then! Be with me always — take any form— drive me mad!
she loved him alive,
she loved him dead,
she loved him resurrected.
you'll never recover from that kind of devotion.
In the dream I don't tell anyone, you put your head in my lap.
"Do you realise how devoted I am to you, all the same? There's nothing I wouldn't do for you, dearest Honey."
The pain will remind us of each other. When we meet later, if there is a later, we will recognize each other by it.
Across centuries and the void of a world, sleepless, I seek you.
"Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
there is a field.
I'll meet you there"
LESTAT DE LIONCOURT AND LOUIS DE POINTE DU LAC
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE (2022)
// Fyodor Dostoevsky , Notes from Underground // Henry Miller to Anaïs Nin, A Literate Passion: Letters Of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller (1932 - 1953). // Margaret Atwood, We are hard // Matthew Gregory Lewis, The Monk // Franz Kafka, The Castle // Raleigh Ritchie, Bloodsport // Catherynne M. Valente, Deathless // Emily Brontë, "Wuthering Heights," // Rainer Maria Rilke, Die Liebe der Magdalena // Leah Horlick, For Your Own Good // Richard Siken, I had a dream about you // Virginia Woolf, "Letter to Vita Sackville-West," 16 February 1927 // Christa Wolf, Cassandra: A Novel and Four Essays // Rafael Alberti, tr. by Ben Belitt, from An Anthology of Spanish Poetry: From the Beginnings to the Present Day // Rumi //
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I need you as the one luminous point in my madness
"If I love you, is that a fact or a weapon?"
I loved you with the most violent passion;
I hated you with the most bitter animosity;
I longed for your death,
and yet I sought your presence.
I dream of a grave, deep and narrow, where we could clasp each other in our arms as with clamps, and I would hide my face in you and you would hide your face in me, and nobody would ever see us anymore.
"If I let him do this to me, what else will I allow?
Anything, anything, anything."
You said I killed you— haunt me, then! Be with me always — take any form— drive me mad!
she loved him alive,
she loved him dead,
she loved him resurrected.
you'll never recover from that kind of devotion.
In the dream I don't tell anyone, you put your head in my lap.
"Do you realise how devoted I am to you, all the same? There's nothing I wouldn't do for you, dearest Honey."
The pain will remind us of each other. When we meet later, if there is a later, we will recognize each other by it.
Across centuries and the void of a world, sleepless, I seek you.
"Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
there is a field.
I'll meet you there"
LESTAT DE LIONCOURT AND LOUIS DE POINTE DU LAC
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE (2022)
// Fyodor Dostoevsky , Notes from Underground // Henry Miller to Anaïs Nin, A Literate Passion: Letters Of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller (1932 - 1953). // Margaret Atwood, We are hard // Matthew Gregory Lewis, The Monk // Franz Kafka, The Castle // Raleigh Ritchie, Bloodsport // Catherynne M. Valente, Deathless // Emily Brontë, "Wuthering Heights," // Rainer Maria Rilke, Die Liebe der Magdalena // Leah Horlick, For Your Own Good // Richard Siken, I had a dream about you // Virginia Woolf, "Letter to Vita Sackville-West," 16 February 1927 // Christa Wolf, Cassandra: A Novel and Four Essays // Rafael Alberti, tr. by Ben Belitt, from An Anthology of Spanish Poetry: From the Beginnings to the Present Day // Rumi //
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Louis and Lestat : choose each other over Claudia over and over again when she's alive.
Louis: reads Claudia's diary and avenges her rape to assuage his guilt, against her wishes.
Lestat: writes a song about his guilt over Claudia.
Claudia's Ghost : fuck you both for using me for self pity after you both did nothing to choose me in life and both caused my death twice over in choosing each other.
IWTV/TVL fandom, for some reason: why did they simply move on in the next scene? shouldn't they have to sit with what they did to her? feel more guilt and self pity? you know, the one thing she clearly literally spelled out she didnt care for from them?
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