empty.

I have no more fight in me when it comes to friendships and relationships… if you want to go, go.

not being able to identify ur own emotions be like. i’m in a mood. a moody mood. the kind of mood that feels…. moody

im trying to grow as a person and not obsess over my ugliness but bitch! it is hard

I can care about you and still cut you off and I can miss you and never talk to you again.

i’ve gotten to a point where i simply just do not want to die i cannot continue hurting myself mentally & physically to show others that i am hurting i just want to be alive in the most comfortable capacity i can achieve 

*sees the icon of a mutual I literally never talk to* oh look it’s my Friend

anxiety is the most silently painful experience. it makes no sense and you sit there alone and suffer for a unknown reason. you can’t explain it. you can’t stop it. It is horrible.

not now mom im being a danger to myself