Psych Dr. ‘Portrait’

Content warning for implied necrophilia, sexual assault, misogyny and plenty dehumanisation.

2 years.. huh, you left like, a month before I died. Uhm— that’s kinda weird to say, but, just saying, we uh… we might’ve met?

Xanthe, are you doing okay? I heard... disturbing information regarding you.

As long as you're sure. If you change your mind, you know where to find me...

sorrru about earlier. last night? 2 days ago??? idk. sorry though, i was like reaaally. what’s the word.. whatever, anyway if you wann meet then like, we can. i read your respnse, i don’t like hate you or anything dw!! also um. i needd to talk to you about something like. really imprrant.

Xanthe? I got your email. Can I come in?

I— uhm, honestly don’t remember what happened, really. I just remember him coming up to me and like, giving me something? And then telling me to ask you to stay away so he could— I don’t know. Buuut.

Did you? Huh. Well, I learned that he’s actually killable, even as a part of Void. And that apparently if I do it right I can stay alive after it. I just don’t know how yet..

(They hiss in a breath between their teeth.)

I don’t want to hope. I—I want to do something about it.

I— I’m tired of being careful, I just want to— who is we? When did anyone ever mention you getting involved?

I'm not sure if I love or hate you, solstice. It changes. But when I do love you its you, not what you can do. When I hate you its more what youre doing than you. But I do genuinely love xanthe. More than life. Hell, id give my life for them if asked.

Xanthe? I got your email. Can I come in?

I— uhm, honestly don’t remember what happened, really. I just remember him coming up to me and like, giving me something? And then telling me to ask you to stay away so he could— I don’t know. Buuut.

Did you? Huh. Well, I learned that he’s actually killable, even as a part of Void. And that apparently if I do it right I can stay alive after it. I just don’t know how yet..

(They hiss in a breath between their teeth.)

I don’t want to hope. I—I want to do something about it.

I— I’m tired of being careful, I just want to— who is we? When did anyone ever mention you getting involved?

Xanthe? I got your email. Can I come in?

I— uhm, honestly don’t remember what happened, really. I just remember him coming up to me and like, giving me something? And then telling me to ask you to stay away so he could— I don’t know. Buuut.

Did you? Huh. Well, I learned that he’s actually killable, even as a part of Void. And that apparently if I do it right I can stay alive after it. I just don’t know how yet..

(They hiss in a breath between their teeth.)

I don’t want to hope. I—I want to do something about it.

I— I’m tired of being careful, I just want to— who is we? When did anyone ever mention you getting involved?

Xanthe? I got your email. Can I come in?

I— uhm, honestly don’t remember what happened, really. I just remember him coming up to me and like, giving me something? And then telling me to ask you to stay away so he could— I don’t know. Buuut.

Did you? Huh. Well, I learned that he’s actually killable, even as a part of Void. And that apparently if I do it right I can stay alive after it. I just don’t know how yet..

(They hiss in a breath between their teeth.)

I don’t want to hope. I—I want to do something about it.

Xanthe? I got your email. Can I come in?

I— uhm, honestly don’t remember what happened, really. I just remember him coming up to me and like, giving me something? And then telling me to ask you to stay away so he could— I don’t know. Buuut.

Did you? Huh. Well, I learned that he’s actually killable, even as a part of Void. And that apparently if I do it right I can stay alive after it. I just don’t know how yet..

(They hiss in a breath between their teeth.)

Xanthe? I got your email. Can I come in?

I— uhm, honestly don’t remember what happened, really. I just remember him coming up to me and like, giving me something? And then telling me to ask you to stay away so he could— I don’t know. Buuut.

Did you? Huh. Well, I learned that he’s actually killable, even as a part of Void. And that apparently if I do it right I can stay alive after it. I just don’t know how yet..

Xanthe? I got your email. Can I come in?

I— uhm, honestly don’t remember what happened, really. I just remember him coming up to me and like, giving me something? And then telling me to ask you to stay away so he could— I don’t know. Buuut.

Did you? Huh. Well, I learned that he’s actually killable, even as a part of Void. And that apparently if I do it right I can stay alive after it. I just don’t know how yet..

Xanthe? I got your email. Can I come in?

I— uhm, honestly don’t remember what happened, really. I just remember him coming up to me and like, giving me something? And then telling me to ask you to stay away so he could— I don’t know. Buuut.