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almost home

if i look back, i am lost

shark vs the universe
KIROKAZE
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
TVSTRANGERTHINGS

occasionally subtle
Monterey Bay Aquarium

@theartofmadeline

Kaledo Art

Andulka
Jules of Nature

Product Placement
trying on a metaphor

#extradirty
Cosimo Galluzzi
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Textile artist Ruth Broeckmann.
Cedar Key, Florida by Valeriia Neganova
[ID of the poem "How We Resemble Curtains" by William Hunt:
A slow falling as with the wind / or of what I understood earlier as truth: / the curtain. We had dreamt of the scene / as on a curtain. The shimmer of a path, / the wall of trees like the wing of night / and your eyes which glisten, your winged-smile, / the curve of young-flame, swallow-thighed. / You have stood here: to the right the moonfield, / to the left in the shadows I see creation begin: / a flame when it is still a breathing curve, / a pulse on the black leaf of what had been / darkness. The music behind us starts up, / a scattering of leaves over hardened earth. / We have been alone before as is the moon now / buried in thousands of lakes across the pale world. / So do we also have pale reflections, shadows, but / they have burrowed into dark things, unable / to enter lakes and mirrors, but they press down / within larch, oak and in maple beneath the leaves. / It is as palest sunshine that we walk through / this place of silver fields. We emit hair-thin rays / of light and warmth that resemble a new term for radio / signals from our souls that are playing a waltz / hummed by aging us. Ah, but where our shadows stay, / there we live on for a long time, shadows that glisten. / Our reflections make our walking together today a moment / to remember from a past life standing before a town / and castle which we must approach as the fair begins. / Songs in the narrow streets, brown flags, truck fumes, / but at night in the count's garden, with the band behind us / as on a curtain, the shimmer of a path in moonlight.
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63°44’12.9”N 68°29’37.5”W
Kiyoshi Saitō (1907-1997) — Suspicious Eyes (woodblock, 1973)
Mahmoud Darwish, trans. Catherine Cobham, from A River Dies of Thirst
Decision to Leave (2022)│헤어질 결심

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The Weight of Sweetness
by Li-Young Lee
No easy thing to bear, the weight of sweetness.
Song, wisdom, sadness, joy: sweetness equals three of any of these gravities. See a peach bend the branch and strain the stem until it snaps. Hold the peach, try the weight, sweetness and death so round and snug in your palm. And, so, there is the weight of memory: Windblown, a rain-soaked bough shakes, showering the man and the boy. They shiver in delight, and the father lifts from his son’s cheek one green leaf fallen like a kiss. The good boy hugs a bag of peaches his father has entrusted to him. Now he follows his father, who carries a bagful in each arm. See the look on the boy’s face as his father moves faster and farther ahead, while his own steps flag, and his arms grow weak, as he labors under the weight of peaches.
still thinking about @swordatsunset's post on haunting as stasis and haunted houses as places that are stuck on repeat.. quotes are from ghostly matters by avery gordon, beloved by toni morrison, what is hauntology? by mark fisher, southwood plantation road by the mountain goats, we have always lived in the castle by shirley jackson, haunted house by sir babygirl, report 1624: the house by lisa robertson, next to normal, and robert icke's the oresteia.
#[adriana brook on sophocles electra voice] endless recurring loop of rituals as each ritual is corrupted thereby demanding ritual redress#which is inevitably corruoted again in turn demanding another ritual again until it cycles again and again under its own momentum (via @katadesmoi)
NARCISSUS by C. Bain and Revolutionary Girl Utena
Eerie ecology, other-than-human presences and agencies; landscape forces:
[G]othic fiction is the site where the edges and limits of human experience, cognition, and subjectivity are transgressed with all manner of invasions form the “outside” that threaten the homely and secure world of the rational and the normal. […] Fisher notes that the outside, as a realm of the weird and the eerie via the gothic, does not have to be a realm of horror, monsters, or abjection:
What the weird and the eerie have in common is a preoccupation with the strange. The strange – not the horrific. The allure that the weird and the eerie possess […] has, rather, to do with a fascination for the outside, for that which lies beyond standard perception, cognition and experience. This fascination usually involves a certain apprehension, perhaps even dread – but it would be wrong to say that the weird and the eerie are necessarily terrifying. I am not here claiming that the outside is always beneficent. There are more than enough terrors to be found there; but such terrors are not all there is to the outside. […]
Where society is increasingly on the move, movement turns a place into a passage of space, and therefore non-place. Auge, in this respect, defines the majority of non-places as being transitional spaces, of areas of transit and temporary waiting; airports, motorways and their services stations, car parks, hotel or office lobbies, and shopping malls. […] They invoke in the individual towards consumerism and social control […], to psychologically disconnect, to drift in an aesthetically impoverished landscape and the seeming absence of presence. […]
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[T]he eerie concerns itself with the presence or absence of something, and such places (or non-places) are often where there is an absence of humanity, or where there is something or some agency at work that is just beyond our realm of understanding;
“The eerie concerns the most fundamental metaphysical questions one could pose, questions to do with existence and non- existence.” As such, the eerie “is constituted by a failure of absence or by a failure of presence. The sensation of the eerie occurs either when there is something present where there should be nothing, or is there nothing present when there should be something.”
This becomes evident with the use “eerie” as descriptive terms, such as there being an “eerie silence,” or an “eerie cry”; at the heart of the eerie, it talks of an absence of something, or the presence of something, but something that is unknown and outside of our normal frames of knowledge and reference.
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On a material level, the eerie is often not located in the humanistic confines and locales of the family and home.
Often, it is located in marginal spaces, in landscapes, sites, and structures where there is either a distinct lack of human presence, or there was once a human activity which has since disappeared.
Various ruins, such as the ancient sites of Stonehenge, and Easter Island, to more modern locations such as abandoned buildings and houses underline several aspects to the eerie, as the failure of presence that is the absence of humanity almost certainly leads to various forms of speculation as to the source of said absence. Fisher argues that while the certain sites often contain traces of the weird, for a place to be truly eerie, there need to be an alterity in the way that said absence or presence can’t be described or explained away. There is a circumvention that prevents understanding.
More importantly, Fisher asserts that the eerie turns on the issues of agency in the way that:
It is about the forces that govern our lives and the world […] In the case of the failure of absence, the question concerns the existence of agency as such. Is there a deliberative agent here at all? Are we being watched by an entity that has not yet revealed itself? In the case of the failure of presence, the question concerns the particular nature of the agent at work. We know that Stonehenge has been erected, so the questions of whether there was an agent behind its construction or not does not arise; what we have to reckon with are the traces of a departed agent whose purposes are unknown.
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Text by: Bob Cluness. “I am an other and I always was…” On the Weird and Eerie in Contemporary and Digital Cultures. University of Iceland MA Thesis. 2019.
Those who currently rule are however the heirs of all those who have ever been victorious. Empathy with the victors thus comes to benefit the current rulers every time. This says quite enough to the historical materialist. Whoever until this day emerges victorious, marches in the triumphal procession in which today’s rulers tread over those who are sprawled underfoot. The spoils are, as was ever the case, carried along in the triumphal procession. They are known as the cultural heritage. In the historical materialist they have to reckon with a distanced observer. For what he surveys as the cultural heritage is part and parcel of a lineage [Abkunft: descent] which he cannot contemplate without horror. It owes its existence not only to the toil of the great geniuses, who created it, but also to the nameless drudgery of its contemporaries. There has never been a document of culture, which is not simultaneously one of barbarism. And just as it is itself not free from barbarism, neither is it free from the process of transmission, in which it falls from one set of hands into another. The historical materialist thus moves as far away from this as measurably possible. He regards it as his task to brush history against the grain.
Walter Benjamin, On the Concept of History

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yeah that wrap did not make me feel good
ordered wrap and fries for myself