women don't want me, fish don't fear me. I pass through life like a smooth stone, making no impression on the thin parchment that is fate.

[image text (in all caps): I have a hot hole that was put in me. I can live with it. People made it and use it to get to me. I can hurt it too but usually I put my thinking there for excitement. When my mind is right I can say what no one wants to hear. I brag about knowing better, but the last kind part of me raves because I will not be the only dead one. I keep the hole open.]

you can’t even move to a brand new city and teach yourself how to die in this economy

wdym i have to keep going

Okay, if you are tired then you won't be able to read. There I say it. No one else want to say it. It is strange. If you are tired, if you cannot finish a book that's a given. That's why you need to read...at work. You need to steal your reading time from your employers.

Guy who’s not gonna make it voice: it’s gonna be so awesome when I finally get what I want

[image description: fanart of makima from chainsaw man, smiling as she drives a car. she says, "denji, have you ever thought about how fast cars can go? it's not just about speed though, is it? what good is all that horsepower if you can't steer it? a car needs a driver who knows when to step on the gas and when to hit the brakes, someone who can handle the turns and keep the vehicle on track." end description.]