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That boy said he scared ta die 😭😭 mf shut up and sniff that shit🖕😂😒

Junkie hit a artery listinin ta Carter lll 😧😧😧

If u lyin then u flyin bitch I’m fly

Every night a long night when u sober. Like I would have just popped a lil pill but now I gotta stay up and like rlly sit with my feelings and it’s hell. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore I kinda just sit around and wait till something good happens or till one day I just say fuck it and relapse and right now it feels like that days coming very very soon. This is such a shitty town full of dope heads like me and if I keep staying spring these ppl imma just ruin all my progress and then im kinda fucked and def goin to rehab or just like fucking die Idfk😄😬. It’s also my birthday today first birthday in 2 years I’ve been sober which I’m proud of myself for but sometimes I feel like it’s for nothing because I never wanted any of this. If it was up to me I would be in the same hole I dug myself into and I would be fine with that but I have to do this for other ppl but not every1 stays around long especially when you need it and I feel like every time I bring up my feels I’m ruining the mood and then whoever I’m talking to gets mad about how I feel but how in the fuck am I supposed to control that. Idek what I’m talking about anymore I’m not expecting any1 to see this I’m kinda just typin shit to get it off my mind but ik imma still think abt this. All day everyday. My message is if ur doing drugs and sum1 wants u to stop for them fuck em they don’t mean shit only do it if u want to stop but fucking being sober Ts worse then hell. This shit like hell X1000000000

I’ve been sober for abt 3 weeks. Life is hell and we all goin there one day nohting matter I don’t need any yall. Other tha tha life goin good n shit my boy jus got outta rehab 🙏🙏🙏 luv that mf. I relized being sober is ass but I gotta keep going but idk how long imma be able to I’m just full of anger and that’s why I keep going

I don’t wana go to tha looney bin but I also am tryna fudge tha pysch evaluation for a script🤔🤫🤷‍♂️

I feel like tha grandma from a requiem for a dream or like max from videodrome 🤷‍♂️😵‍💫