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Happy 1st month with you as my jowaers, my love. Never been so blessed to have a guy who is super consistent, gentle and pure with me. I really thank God for answering my prayers for 24 years of my existence lol. Anw, thank you sa tyaga at nilaga for almost 2 years— <3 I’m not hoping, but praying that this is it; if you knew what i mean 😉 i love you.

i don’t know exactly when did I get my what you so called “peace of mind”, I been doing okay and I realize I’m not having those overthinking episodes every night. I feel so light… tho I still have so many worries in life, but you know I started to set aside them and focus on what am I living right now. I accepted my reality. I started run on my own pace. I started to focus only on the present. Enjoying every moments that I have with my family and friends. It’s so cool. I love this feeling so much that I’m praying it last.

Started to track my walking and jogging moments. Been doin workouts but yea gonna track it started today. Plus my nonstop taking photos of skies <3

6:26 pm // it’s been awhile

got time to post it since im in good shape now... been in pain for almost a week and still don’t know why my head keeps aching.. or maybe it’s just because of my eyesight, i hope so. Still so afraid to go to doctor, maybe im just going to change my eyeglasses. Not much news or events huh hayy life.

now I feel like I’m finally me // opaline

and I think that’s beautiful—

I lost it. I don’t know what to feel, still want to lose more.

Life groaned and pretended to vomit. “What a crock of shit.” — The time of my Life, Cecelia Ahern

in the mood to do this and post it tho it was kind of plain but yea.. another year huh im glad we survived. Okk self, lets not waste this year again and work your ass off enjoyyu

i saw my brother’s ig story of lavander field and asked him to send me some beautiful pictures.... but he send me these photos lmao. Okk baby Z is so cute and he so big now 🥺 i hope to see him and this beautiful scenery soon!!

Love more

Before 2021, I decided to do something bold. I dyed my hair which I never, ever dye my hair before. And im thinking some things i never did before to do those things before 2021. I just want to have some new me or just leave this year with new achieve experiences.

Coffee date. Had a chill sunday afternoon with my best friend. We talked about life and her blooming new relationship. I’m so happy for her!!!!!