(oxy)moron

This part-

They ruined me forever

I still haven't finished the third book but I needed to draw that scene

Let's be clear it's 4 am I just did the first drawing (collage?) under an hour. It was just to immerse you so you get my vision.

The real deal is that dorm plan I made! It's pretty accurate to how I picture it and probably rather accurate to description (i took a mix of all mentions to the place in the books to make it).

"Neil hesitated, then set the bag on Matt's bed and struggled out of his shirt. It was getting a little easier every day, but it hurt when he raised his arms too high and when he twisted he felt the pull at his stitches. He got his shirt over his head and to his elbows before Andrew got tired of watching him struggle and tugged the shirt loose. Andrew tossed it off to one side and didn't look to see where it landed. He was more interested in the scars and bruises covering Neil's front."

This chapter holds so many great passages I might draw another one from it asp. But in this one there was something that felt very real, a mix of pain and trust and interest and discovery, and even desire maybe.

" All that time fighting, and you never learned how to duck ? "