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i have and always will hate it here, things just get worse every time

i already gave up in life a long time ago, i was a fool to think at least some happiness will come to me, i ruin everything, i have ruined many relationships before, i have familiar issues, i have many issues, i am a disaster, i do not deserve to be alive, i dont even know why i am alive at this point. i should kill myself, i feel trapped, and i want to kill myself so badly, i want eternal peace and happiness, i just want a break please

please make it stop...

thank you really much, i hope all of this will end soon enough, i really cant continue to fake my emotions when im around people, but you shouldnt be worried about ppl making vent posts cuz its what they trully feel, so its their true colors, anyways thank you for those words and i long for happiness to come

someone just please...

im finally coming back to my hometown, with my "friends", and to the old lifestyle once again, i really dont want to see them because im afraid i will get hurt again and again, i definitely dont want to see my crush, it just pains me alot when im around them, i wish i could do something about it..

im always the one that gets hurt at the end, i try to change to be a new person, but at the end of the day, im fated to finish up like the useless sack of shit that i am , i regret meeting new people cuz i always get hurt, i dont want to make new friends, i hate being the nice guy, always getting hurt for no reason and getting looked down as always

so today i finally created my vent account, inspired by one of my friends