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  YOSHIZAWA K̶A̶S̶U̶M̶I̶ SUMIRE . ownfaithe .

independent roleplay blog for yoshizawa sumire from atlus's persona 5: royal. defaults to true ending when considering p5r canon verse. cross-over friendly + heavy, OC friendly, & headcanon based. by aster.

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❛  Dr.  Maruki,  I  –  ❜   Betrayal  has  left  a  hole  where  anger  should  dwell,  yet  the  sadness  that  wells  inside  of  it  has  left  rage  no  room  to  grow.  Sumire  glances  up  toward  him,  hair  obscuring  the  frame  of  her  face,  glasses  against  her  cheeks,  her  eyes  aglow  with  a  natural  worry.  Fingers  begin  to  grasp  for  something  –  anything  –  the  cloth  from  her  skirt,  bunched  in  her  ever-active  hands.  She  looks  down  again,  noting  the  shine  of  her  shoes  and  the  puddles  against  the  ground.  Everything  has  been…  so  much.  And  she  knows  the  pain  it  takes  to  begin  again.  She  knows  the  guilt  that  plagues  her  for  living  her  world  in  a  lie,  fabricated  by  her  own  selfishness;  she  doesn't  blame  him.  …  Mostly.  There  is  distrust  born  of  being  used,  or  tricked,  and  bitterness  that  drips  from  the  metaphorical  stab  wound  at  her  back,  but  there  is  no  hate.  She's  not  sure  she's  capable  of  it…  or  if  she  truly  understands  it.  The  only  thing  she's  ever  hated  was  herself.

A  lost  girl  in  a  world  led  by  strangers,  now  trusted,  finds  herself  stuck  to  the  seat  of  this  lobby's  sofa,  the  windows  of  the  inn  they've  decided  to  inhabit  for  the  evening  growing  darker.  Dawn  passes  steadily,  and  anxiety  glues  her  to  this  half-comfortable  cushion,  unaccompanied  for  some  time,  lost  to  her  own  thoughts  and  musings…  That  is,  before  she  is  interrupted  by  that  same  welcoming  voice  that  always  seems  to  put  her  mind  at  ease.  Hesitantly,  she  glances  up,  smiling  just  enough  to  keep  up  appearances.  ❛   Oh,  Aerith..!   ❜   A  simultaneous  breath  of  relief  and  acknowledgement.

❛   Good  evening,  I  –  …  Sorry.  I  should  have  gone  to  the  room  earlier.   ❜

She  doubts  that  the  flower  girl  would  harbor  anger  over  the  fact,  but  she  can't  help  but  fear  that  there  are  untold  repercussions  to  her  actions.  That  her  social  ‘normalcy’  has  failed  her  once  again.  Or  that  she  has  done  something  entirely  wrong,  without  a  chance  to  be  aware  of  it.

Hands  wring  together,  and  she  looks  up  with  innocence,  masked  in  a  blameless  guilt.

i have so many ideas for verses... here are base ass ideas rn

FFVII: wutaian, grew up learning traditional dance, mother + sister were lost to the war and her father took her and fled to midgar to work under the table in the slums, lived in sector 7. sumire's working part time (maybe at a food stand near where tifa works at the bun stand??) and while she's working one day the plate comes down and she loses contact w her dad... n she becomes so sick n angry and has nowhere to go, she just ends up... running. first to kalm to just Get Away and then makes her way to junon, but on the way runs into another teenage girl traveling on her lonesome and her and yuffie pair up together :) they do their little missions and run around and travel together for awhile before teaming up and joining the main group. i also think her friendship dynamic with yuffie would be hilarious bc she's shy and full of anxiety and sadness and yuffie's the one who holds her hand and encourages her to fight on!! i also think she wants tifa to train her in martial arts, wants to make flower crowns with aerith, and cloud scares her. barrets her new dad. she loves red/nanaki. cid scares her... in a different way from cloud. vincent definitely intimidates her. cait sith is friend shaped...

E33: this one i need to do some more research on bc i dont remember e33 lore off the top of my head like i do ff lol. BUUUT the only way i could really see it working is if she had close ties to maelle who was so dead set on joining that sumi came with just for piece of mind. after all, it's not like she had much family going on... and she probably used maelle to take kasumi's place when she lost her, even if the friendship(or whatever) isn't mutual... i just love to imagine her going with on the expedition and looking up to lune and being comfortable with sciel and getting nervous around verso and giving esquie hugs... following maelle around like a lost puppy a;sldjkf (also scared of monoco but in a different way)

    ❛  Um…  Kurosaki-san?  ❜     Bravery  and  confidence,  overshadowed  by  unworthiness  and  the  illusion  of  conceit.  The  girl's  voice  is  quiet  as  the  clouds  –  growing  greyer  in  the  sky  –  begin  to  release  raindrops  in  multitudes.  The  water  is  cold,  and  the  wind  that  passes  over  her  wet  skin  is  colder,  but  her  demeanor  doesn't  shift  –  it's  still  incredibly  nervous,  her  fear  of  rejection  conquering  all  ability  to  socialize  in  any  manner  that  may  be  meaningful…  to  herself,  or  to  anyone.

    A  hand  reaches  out  to  feel  the  droplets  descend  upon  it,  and  it  brings  her  a  little  closer  to  earth,  reminds  her  that  she  exists  here.   ❛  I  know  this  might  feel  sudden…  ❜   But  the  rumors  have  not  ceased,  and  the  entire  world  has  grown  cold  to  her.  If  someone,  anyone,  might  understand…  perhaps…  ❛  But…  ❜   Her  voice  begins  to  shake,   ❛  I  see  them  too.  ❜   

    Too  forward.  Pull  back!

    ❛  I  –  I  mean!  You…  see  ghosts…  ..right?  ❜      Please  say  yes.

me when i yell and cry and run in circles.... 🥺

BUT SINCERELY thank you so much friend, I HOPE I DO HER JUSTICE AND DON'T LET ANYONE DOWN A;LSDKFJ i'm so excited to write and explore her character <3 and also ty for the cloud compliment hehe...

looks right