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“Colby you’re laying on me and it’s not really comfortable like this.” She said while still laughing. “Well for me it’s comfortable so I guess you have to live with it!” She pushed me down and I fell from the couch onto the ground. “Ouch!” She laughed at me but I got up and let me fall on her again. This time my face ended up dangerously near her face and her eyes were just too pretty to look away. “Colby… get down from me..” I rolled down from her and pulled her on myself, my hands around her waist, still looking her in the eyes. “What are you doing?” I couldn’t say anything, I just looked her in the eyes, still trying to figure out how not to kiss her but it was too late, I could not hold myself back. I gently put my hand on the back of her head and pulled her a bit near me. Trying to guess what she’d do but forgetting to think about all the consequences that would come with this I put my lips against her soft, amazingly tasting lips. Kissing her made me feel like I never even kissed anyone. My hands went from her head back to her waist and I felt like we were flying, breathing in small breaks, small innocent movement like we were in 10th grade again. it felt so soft and smooth having her on me.

me: panic! at the disco!

When Y/N came out of the bathroom with my clothes on I felt like some kind of proud boyfriend and wanted to pull her near me, everything came back, the feelings, the thoughts but by everything I mean everything and that’s not good at all. I sat down on the couch where I put all the pillows and the two blankets and felt myself sinking deep inside this big pile of pillows. “So you wanna watch a movie or something?” “I’d love to do something else, movies are such a mood killer sometimes.” She was right. “So uhh, what are we going to do now?” “I don’t know, Colby. Ask someone to come over or something or we can cook something that needs some time so we can eat it right when we finished because we’re hungry again.” “Or we can actually just call Brennen here and let him bring pizza or something!” “Sounds amazing!” Her smile was even more beautiful than I remembered it, fuck. So I called Brennen. “BRENNEN MY DUDE, you wanna come over hang out with me and Y/N?” “I am not bringing the food, Colby” “Please please please Brennen” “Ugh, OKAY, LOVE YOU, SEE YOU WHEN I HAVE THE PIZZA” “I LOVE YOU MORE BRO, SEE YOU” He is a truly amazing friend, I can do so much with him without it being awkward. I mean, it’s different with Sam. I wouldn’t trade him for anything in the world but he is not a friend for me anymore, he is a brother. My brother. I randomly felt a pillow being thrown at me and because I was so deep in my thoughts I forgot that Y/N was there and screamed “SAM, STOP IT!” “uh...” “Oh I’m sorry I was just thinking about Sam and then well I don’t know, well, uhm..this is awkward.”