♱ 𝕭LEEDIN❜ 𝐇EART

[ 01. ] sender takes receiver down to the ground during a fight. [ 02. ] sender leaves scratches / bruises on receiver's body. [ 03. ] sender cruelly applies pressure to receiver's [ wound / bruise ]. [ 04. ] sender lightly trails a sharp knife across receiver's cheek. [ 05. ] sender wraps a hand around receiver's neck & cuts off their oxygen. [ 06. ] after a long - winded chase, sender finally corners receiver. [ 07. ] sender holds a knife to receiver's throat, blade nicking their skin. [ 08. ] sender pushes receiver into a wall & pins them there. [ 09. ] sender has poisoned receiver's [ drink / food ]. [ 10. ] sender aims a loaded gun at receiver, cocking the hammer. [ 11. ] sender suddenly throws a punch at receiver during a confrontation. [ 12. ] sender hurls an item across the room at receiver's head. [ 13. ] sender forcefully pushes receiver's head underwater. [ 14. ] sender unexpectedly arrives at receiver's home covered in blood & bruises. [ 15. ] sender pleads for receiver to help them with hiding a body. [ 16. ] sender is knocked out during a fight, & wakes up in receiver's home. [ 17. ] sender gently dabs the blood from receiver's face with a wet cloth. [ 18. ] sender crafts a tourniquet from their own clothes to stop receiver's bleeding. [ 19. ] after severely wounding receiver, sender approaches them menacingly. [ 20. ] sender takes receiver by the throat & lifts them off the floor. [ 21. ] sender licks receiver's blood from their fingers. [ 22. ] sender viciously bites receiver during a struggle. [ 23. ] sender draws receiver's blood for the first time. [ 24 ] sender grabs receiver's hair, forcing their bloodied face up to look at them. [ 25. ] sender straddles receiver to pin them to the floor.

beach gets a (sand)dollar i get a dime that's why i think about toxic yaoi on vacation time

Jon is but a fickle thing. Which is why, though Lucifer is disorientingly giddy about his words, he struggles to place the best response to them. Jon doesn't seem to react well to his enthusiasm, at times. Beginning the series of statements with I hate you does not lead Lucifer to think this case is any different.

Also, Jon manages to grate his nerves in a unique way. The surly attitude. Is this how people felt around Lucifer? Karma, perhaps.

At Lucifer's words, relief washes over him. It's strange all the same to him, considering how he feels about the man. A nuisance that takes up breathing space in his home - and yet, despite (perhaps in spite of?) Jon's overwhelmingly unpleasant behavior towards him, Lucifer has been nothing but kind in return.

He cleaned his apartment, even offered to help Crane with his toxin dilemma— has been helping. Even when he certainly didn't need to. Certainly shouldn't. Is Lucifer this desperate for a companion or just a masochist?

Crane allows him to invade his space. Touch him. Though it makes his skin crawl and rise in heat. His face is lifted up, barely. He almost feels like a damsel.

Finally: "Why?" His brow twitches, face pulsing in uncertainty of how exactly he should be looking at Lucifer right about now. Confused? Endeared? "If there was anyone else, 'm sure you'd go to them." He's sloppy seconds. Or thirds, even.