Loving Parasite

Literally what’s with this hateboner my schizo and manic posting literally affect no one whatsoever I’m allowed to feel like shit I’m allowed to want to let it out I’m allowed to act like my fucking mental illnesses and trauma responses fuck offffff

Who wants to trade mental illnesses?

does anyone want to hold my hand so I stop feeling paranoid

this is so stupid my god

i feel like i’m being watched aaaa

I had a very devious thought to confirm something and it actually worked

i want a hug :(

I kinda for some reason want to shave my hands idfk

made too much mac and cheese :(

started crying because I feel like a fraud for getting sick all the time meanwhile my disability help got denied for this year so idk what to do with this one I’ve never been able to work a job normally because I keep getting sick and I don’t want to start asking people for money for rent I aaaaaaa

JshsjwejwhwhshshjahaiwhqjaGwi I feel so bad for always getting sick but literally idk what to do it’s genuinely just the B12 anemia I can’t do shit about it even when taking the supplements

wait does ignoring and supressing emotions/emotional reactions actually cause memory loss or is it internet yapping

I slept all day because of my fever and now i can’t sleep aaaa