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Iâm a Spanish woman (she/her), in my thirties, and 99,8% straight. Iâm happily in love with my boyfriend, whom I call âownerâ in public so itâs clear what our relationship dynamic is. Heâs a dom and Iâm a sub, and we live this dynamic every day with the affection, love, and respect we have for each other â in what is, for me, the healthiest relationship Iâve ever had with any boyfriend.
The 0,2% of me that isn't straight is all thanks to my Miss, whose presence and personality made a woman (herself) appeal to me for the very first time in my life, and with whom I share an online relationship.
I donât share photos of myself, and any you may find in my stories are used only as an avatar. Ashley Lane is the model I use to use, just because I like the way she is pretty in a normal way and because she performed in ropes and also in adult industry. However, I have described myself in writing here and here to be something more than just a silhouette cut out against a wall.
What youâll mainly find on my blog are images of rope models that I comment on and reblog. Theyâre like an appetizer â something easy and light to nibble on â but what truly motivates me is writing and sharing my personal experiences in this blog I use as a diary. These are generally about my sexual life, but since my life goes far beyond being a sub, I write about anything I feel like talking about.
You can find all my stories organized by topic by clicking on the links below.
Top stories My posts featuring my most popular stories for my readers. Perfect for a lonely night and for your own satisfaction.
My experiences as a sub I love writing and sharing my most personal experiences with my owner. You will find plenty of ropes here.
My Miss Yes, I have an owner in real life and a Miss in my online life. Come on in and read all about my submissive relationship with her.
Bisexual Caresses and submission between the tangled bodies of two women. For those interested in my intimate stories with people of my own gender.
My fantasies I have a very vivid imagination and I love to write. Discover what I desire to do and have done to me.
Hot asks I get turned on by turning my readers on, especially those with incredibly suggestive questions.
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We do this so many times! Both having my hands behind my back like that and making a pile of cushions on the bed so I can kneel on them.
And it is an absolute delight.
Itâs not the position that gives my owner the most satisfaction, but it is certainly a posture where he barely gets tired and can give it to me all out, hard and long-lasting.
Poor thing⊠A strappado against the wall, there's just no way it doesn't feel like a punishment⊠And on top of that, wearing a dress with matching high heels kind of makes you think she did something wrong at the last minuteâŠ
What do you think she did to deserve something like that?
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My owner touches them at eeeeevery single moment. It's crazy. I give him a hug, he touches them. I give him a kiss, he touches them. I'm writing on my blog and he comes over to see how I'm doing, he touches them. We watch a series, he touches them. He says good morning to me, he touches them. And it's always like that.
@mstrrjb Look, generally speaking, yes, I feel very lucky to have my owner in my life. But there are times when all the attention he pays to my breasts gets tiring, and I let out a sigh of sheer annoyance. And that's not even counting those times when he touches me, focusing so much on that sensitive part of them exclusively to annoy me.
And mind you, then there's the attention he pays to my ass. Every single time he hugs me, he squeezes it.
I've already shared this photo with my owner. When we go on vacation to the beach, I want to do it on the terrace exactly that same wayâin a hidden yet public way.
It feels like your ask is one of those you send to many people⊠Mines are simply the driving force behind my blog, and just a quick look at it is enough to find them out.
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When I really misbehave is when my owner uses uncomfortable restraints on meâthe kind of restraints that, even for someone like me who is passionate about ropes, are capable of correcting certain aspects of my attitude.
Frustration is something that appears when you would like to control something that is not under your control, and the best way to deal with it is simply to accept that it is out of your hands. It makes me a bit sad to write things and aspects about my sexuality and not be able to share them with all of you on my blog simply because Tumblr doesn't allow it, but it is what it is! I'm getting used to it being this way.
I owe a few replies around here to comments, some reblogs, DMs, and a few asks. The whole package, basically. So, little by little.
Itâs been a good and strange weekend. My owner and I went to his brotherâs house on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, and we had a great time with him and his wife. But there was no sex. No bondage. Out of lack of time, and out of respect for our hosts. Logical and normal, right? And yet, by Saturday, that familiar kind of restlessness had already started to creep into my chest, and I began to look at my owner, searching for complicity in his eyes, hoping for that subtle hint that would reveal he was also dying to tie me up. But no. He looked back at me without understanding what I was missing so badly but didnât want to say, for fear of seeming desperate.
Sunday night we returned home, and without even taking off my shoes, and leaving the luggage in the middle of the hallway, I went straight to our bedroom, opened the wardrobe, grabbed all the ropes I could carry in my arms, and went back to him. I looked at him with a smile full of excitement, hope, anticipation, and desire. But when he smiled back, I saw mischief in his expressionâand I threw the ropes at his feet.
âDon't even think about it!â I said, shooting him a deadly look and pointing a threatening finger at him.
He put his hands on his hips, and his smile turned into laughter. First disbelieving, then amused. I regretted my words before he even opened his mouth.
âYou're an addict and you need a little abstinence. You're going to go without bondage for a whileâto detox. And yes, you can practice all the self-bondage you want. I know just how deeply unsatisfying that already is for you."
I donât know how to stay quietâmy mouth is my downfall. Maybe thatâs why I like being gaggedâŠ
One year since this experience⊠The main memory I have of it is that I am so comfortable with my owner that, even if our relationship were strictly vanilla, I would still stay by his side.
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I don't usually comment on or reblog photos that I recognize are from that production company tagged at the bottom. I know their work perfectly well; in fact, my owner really likes their videos, and more than once I've pleased him with my hand or my mouth while he watches them.
In the past, I used to watch them, but more out of curiosity to see the interviews they do with the actresses before starting the session and to see what ropework they applied and how, rather than for what men are purely looking for in these kinds of videos.
They don't really do much for me, to be honest. I've always been much more into photos than videos, and the ones I do watch of the latter are much more innocent. They are simply videos where a model is tied up and then she squirms in her bonds.
I've always been turned on much more by what happens in my imagination than by what happens on the screen.
