🌹 Host Club King 🌹

All Time Favorite Characters: Solomon Goldsmith

Hi yes, Luna here with a thought:  Don’t think about how Tamaki will occasionally cry himself to sleep because of how lonely he feels sometimes. Don’t think about how he bottles all of that shit up and just does his best to be positive as all hell, determined to not let his loneliness and his sadness consume him. He is so determined to just keep putting one foot forward and working towards his dream, which is just having his family all sit together on a kotatsu. Like let that sink in, his literal number one dream is just for his family to sit together and be a family. 

Don’t think about how the host club is so much his family that he would do anything for them. He loves them with every fiber of his being, so much so that he hangs around the music room every day after school even when they don’t have a meeting or activities because he doesn’t want to go home to the empty estate. 

Sure he has the staff that words there and he also considers them family.. but there is still a certain loneliness that comes with the place and so often he won’t go home until right before dinner. He isn’t use to such a lonely feeling house, even after all the time he has lived in Japan. 

Remember, Tamaki for the first fourteen years of his life, despite his mother being ill came from a home that was full of love and happiness. He had his mother, his grandparents on his mother’s side all there to love and play with him. Then his father would come visit bringing gifts from Japan and telling him all these amazing stories. Though he was a reserved and quiet child, refusing to play unless his mother could play with him.. he was still relatively happy. 

Then within a blink of an eye it was all taken away. Sure it was Tamaki who had agreed to his grandmother’s deal, but do you really think that was an easy decision? For this mama’s boy to agree to never seeing his mother again? Just to ensure that his sick mother didn’t end up in poverty?? Like fully let that sink in. He gave up not only his mother, but the grandparents that loved him, and literally his entire home country. 

He isn’t allowed to go back to France, like at all. (at least not until he finally gets his grandmother’s okay) He legit skips out on the 2nd years field trip to Paris because he knows his grandmother would not be happy if he went. But not only does he decide not to go, Kyoya is the only one who knows out of his friends. He spends that week hiding away at his home, all alone because he doesn’t want his friends to worry about him. 

make me choose

"L-Lost lamb...?!" Ryuji's cheeks gave an indignant flush - that wasn't exactly the way he'd described himself...! Although, no doubt, he was feeling pretty stunned just now...! Quickly, his lips curled as his cnfused gape gave way to a confident smirk. "Heh, I don't think I'd ever forget a guy like you - even if I wanted to...!" Life sure had a funny way of throwing people back together and he intended to take full advantage of this surprise reunion!

Tamaki honestly couldn't help but tease the other just a little, it was always so cute to see the flush on Ryuji's face. In all honesty he was so glad to have run into the other again, it had felt like ages since the last they had gotten together for some fun. "Oh? Well I am glad I am rememberable! I would hate to think you could replace me so easily." he teased, really unable to stop himself. There was just always something about Ryuji that brought out Tamaki's more playful nature.

“Alright, come here you.”

“I feel like this has been an unnecessarily long hug.”

“Was it necessary to tackle me on sight?”

“Mmmphf. Snicetoseeyoutoo.”

“It’s time for a drink, you and me.”

“You may have stolen my sweater, but I learned to buy doubles.”

“Here, you can have mine.”

“I really needed that… thank you.”

“Hugs are good. Yours are the best.”

“This was my lap. Now apparently this is your lap.”

“You’ve stolen my spot. I know you know it’s my spot”

“There is a blanket big enough for both of us.”

“Playing with my hair? I’m going to fall asleep…”

“Let me brush that out for you.”

“I managed to convince the appropriate people to get you some time off.”

“Lunch is being bought, what do you want?”

“I don’t want to talk to- wait, no never mind, you’re fine.”

“It’s called a spare jacket for a reason y’know.”

“You brought me something?”

“I’m glad you ignored my defiant claims of not needing sleep.”

“Only my favourite people get my special kind of sass.”

“I missed you a lot. Like, I’m going to get corny about it a lot”

“You make a good leaning post.”

“I’m just going to-thank you. I’m good now.”