u can be boiling alive in your mind for months and then on a random tuesday ur head gets so clear and life is worth living again and you're like damn what was all that about then

how to keep going for beginners

needing people is no fun. in my next life i want to be a razor blade

ethel cain

they should make a sleep that feels like you’ve slept

i think my curse got stronger

i've survived far worse. i've also died to far less though so who knows

i could watch brokeback mountain a million times and never not cry because it’s about the passage of time which is probably the saddest scariest thing in the world. they could have built a life together but ennis was afraid and he pushed jack away and there was so much space and time between them and then it was too late. the regret and the guilt and the being forced to grieve quietly….wishing things had been different wishing you had known better wishing there was still time, more time, one last time, any time. and the last scene i mean how doesn’t it kill you. One shirt inside the other like two bodies pressed together. shirts not worn in years. lost their smell. lost their purpose. like the fabric of a memory. it was TOO LATE do you understand….he could never get back there….to the good times. To his love. time kept moving on but their love never could. do you understand

well the eagle eats my liver every day around 3pm, but otherwise i can meet when it best suits your schedule!

If we were tectonic plates would you grind against me be honest