cherry

Girls don't want boyfriends, they want the Sofia Coppola archive

sometimes i just don’t get it like am i really that ugly to other people like i understand im probably not the most conventionally attractive person but i also don’t think im unconventionally unattractive or ‘ugly’ in any way and yes i also shouldn’t put so much thought and care or fucks into the amount of male validation i get but when all of ur other friends have bfs and etc then it really starts to become apparent on how lonely it is to not have that. having all my friends tell me abt theyre experiences and i just have to sit there pretending like i dont feel like its rotting away at me from the inside, and i am really very happy for them to have bfs and talking stages and whatever other social media made up bullshit parasocial relationship stuff, but when ur the oldest out of all of them by atleast six months and as stupid as it sounds theyre fucking rice purity test scores going down and down when mines been stuck at the same number for the last ten months is so incredibly frustrating.