simple in the moonlight

Lol night as well deactivate now

Lol You ever wonder why ur headphones sound quiet and then u realize they weren’t plugged in all the way and now ur embarrassed

It's been 6 years since I've self harmed. Boy have I come a long way

Over the past couple of years I've really built up my confidence. I've gotten to a point where I am aware of what I'm capable of and more, but it's times like these where I kind of hate myself for getting involved in something I knew was not worth my time. All I can do now is keep moving along and working towards my own goals so I can accomplish what I want in my life.

I haven't posted a personal thing in a while, and I'm not sure which of my followers are still active lol. I'd insert a "read more" here but idk how to do that from my phone and idk if that's still a thing. I'm the kind of person with a gentle heart. I have a problem saying "no" to people. Recently I let myself get involved with someone that I shouldn't have. But since I have a hard time saying no, I let myself go ahead with it and established some kind of mutual exclusive fwb with it. The entire time I tried not to have feelings for this individual, and I didn't. I did not see anything special in this person, but I was more physically attracted to them. When I first started actually spending time with the person at school, I felt as if they were using me for what I had in terms of my apartment and what not. Idk where I'm tryna get with this post, but I'm at the point where I'm done letting myself get involved with people I shouldn't be giving the chance to. I know I'm an intelligent, dedicated individual who is striving to change the world in a small way. I just feel used and disrespected and I can't help but be completely upset and disappointed with myself because I should have known this was going to happen. Currently trying not to cry because this person is not worth my tears but I kind of hate myself at the moment.

I feel lost and unfocused