Every beginning comes from other beginning's end

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with benefits.

I need to focus on myself.

I want all the shit but none of the responsibility. Not the title because that scares me. 

Screw other girls, then come back to me. But don’t call me your girlfriend. 

Not yet. 

Even I don’t understand myself. Haha. 

What I do get is that this is extremely selfish. Which is how I know I am not ready. I  never think about what would make you happy. Sorry. 

It’s not that I don’t want to make you happy. Nothing makes me feel as high as a kite than when I see you smile. But I catch myself putting you on the back burner and that’s not fair.

Which is exactly why this is going to lead to another ass wipe.

It’s a vicious cycle. As a lot of things in my life are. 

#girlsafraidtofall

#girlsafraidofcommittment