anna sui fall 2010

"Love teaches me not to love, and leaves me blown away. All roads lead to you, even those I took to forget you." - Mahmoud Darwish

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FRANCESCA BRIDGERTON & MICHAELA STIRLING Bridgerton, Season 4: 'Dance in the Country'

HANNAH DODD as Francesca Stirling (née Bridgerton) RUTH GEMMELL as Violet Bridgerton MASALI BADUZA as Michaela Stirling BRIDGERTON | 3.08 Into the Light

I should like to feel some joy. I want to celebrate John's life. Will you help me?

« I touched Nell because I had to know. I had to know and I…I touched her. And i felt…nothing. Just nothing. And it spread, it spread everywhere in me, this nothing, until I couldn’t feel anything anymore. I was just this dark, empty black hole. And I tried to fill it up, I tried to fill me back up, and I called Trish and she came right away and I felt nothing. And then I tried to mourn at the wake and I felt nothing, and so I drank and I drank, and nothing worked. I couldn’t feel anything. After I touched her skin, I couldn’t feel…anything – And I can’t see. And I can’t feel. And I’m just…I’m just floating in this ocean of nothing, and I wonder if this is it, if this is what death is, just out there in the darkness, just darkness and numbness and alone, and I wondered if that’s what she felt and that’s what Mom feels, and it’s just numb and nothing and alone. What if that’s what it is for all of us…when the time comes? »

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