Leo

I love eyes...

People cry,

when you have that "I want mom" moment but you can't tell mom.

for my mother I will always be a sick ideology that should be treated, I wish she would at least want to accept me.

And forget. And keep forgetting. I feel like there are holes in my mind through which my entire life is slipping away. I only see all the important memories in distorted fragments, as if I were dreaming about them instead of as they actually happened. I feel like my whole life is a dream; I'm afraid I'll forget who I am. I don't even remember what I did yesterday. I want to remember...I just want to remember and not feel like my whole life is trying to escape me. I'm afraid.

I wish a toaster would accidentally fall into the bathtub I'm in.