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need to learn sickness again.

start: 130.8 / 59.3 / 20.5

goal 1: 125.0 / 56.7 / 19.3

goal 2: 120.0 / 54.4 / 18.5

goal 3: 118.0 / 53.5 / 18.2

trying to find a love for myself that others can’t for me

#not me

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my snapchat my eyes only is so crazy bc it’s literally just bcs, nvdes, and cvts.

it’s either look good/feel like shit or look like shit/feel like shit and i somehow keep making the wrong choice

#fuck #not me

how to lose face fat NOW

#fuck #not me

WIAY:

- dunkin coffee (130)

- small watermelon slushee (300?)

- monster zero ultra (10)

- twisted tea (190)

- various other drinks (who knows)

total: >750

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WIAT because i’m disgusted with myself and need to be held accountable:

- sausage egg and cheese on bolo (500?)

- home fries (400?)

- dunkin coffee (130)

- ice cream with caramel (700 probably)

- 3 gluten free oreos (160)

- banana muffin with butter (300)

- peanut butter pretzels (400)

- m&ms (150)

- almonds (150) and pistachios (80)

- roasted potatoes and carrots (350)

- monster zero (10)

you know it’s bad when you struggle to remember everything.

i hate myself i need to be put in a straight jacket.

#fuck

nothing more triggering than snapchat memories oh my GOD

#fuck #ive lost it

my hunger makes me powerful

#not me #gonna

got drunk and THEN 8 too much. fuck everything

#fuck

i really didn’t know what i had when i had it

#not me #fuck

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i am so disgusting

i think i’d like to die now maybe

#selfimprovement

alright i’m done looking like this im coming back.

i need to be beautiful asap

#not me #fuck

having a boyfriend makes me return to my roots i guess. . .

#learning to be perfect #again #not me

orphicillness

what i like to do instead of eating the forbidden fruit (food):

- read a couple chapters of my book

- watch skins

- listen to music and walk in the cold

- sew patches onto clothing

- make art

- paint my nails

- listen to music

- clean my apartment / room

- scroll tumblr

- try to catch up on homework (i am very behind)

- do language lessons on duolingo or rosetta stone

- make a zine

- smoke a cigarette (or a couple)

- watch a video from my watch later playlist on youtube

- make a magazine collage

- decorate my room

- rot

orphicillness

needed a reminder

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god i’m fucking disgusting

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losing progress is the worst, feels like you’re starting over all again

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