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what’s the point of asking for help when you can’t scream loudly enough for them to look up. how many times over must my lungs fill with water before someone notices that i’m drowning

#such big bad feelings and nowhere to express them #then i remember tumblr exists

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heartpeacenquiet

It's okay if it takes a little longer than you thought.

c3po

it’s so nutty watching urself develop like catching urself react differently than u previously would’ve and be like woah.. cunts maturing? go on then

i thought it would hurt my bubble, long and blue, sitting heavy and idle like an anchor on a sand prayer dragging the hopes and dreams and wishes i had locked away for us damning them to the bottom of the sea as they slowly run out of air

i thought it would hurt the way my bones bent trying to reach my back marred, twisting and twisting as i paw at the raw flesh breaking as i aim for the callous behind my heart

i thought it would hurt wrapping trembling, destructive fingers around a delicate silver grip the scream of all my muscles as i pulled and pulled and pulled a blade’s supposed to do more damage on its way out than when it exits

i thought it would hurt when you decided to leave the way you’re supposed to fall asleep slipping away unnoticed until it’s too too late barring my presence from the world from which i am exiled shedding me inch by inch like the skin upon a snake

i expected it to be white hot i pictured the crack of the dam’s seal |i anticipated the carnage i braced for the blood, the guts, the tears

but when the time came and the doors all locked without goodbye i realized it didn’t hurt at all and when the dust settled, gray and dry, i realized none had gotten into my lungs

and i was breathing just fine

i thought it would hurt long, i thought the pain would never slack but lighter is all that i feel in my lungs, in my heart, and even in my bloodied back

#i have not written poetry in like a year #not that this is poetry by any critical means #just yapping in my notes app #and processing being okay after all this

some days i think it'd genuinely kill some of my friends to value me more than a trinket that lives on their shelves

#i am genuinely so fucking tired of feeling like i have one friend in this world

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0v9

"are you picking up what I'm putting down" brother I am hefting that shit above my head with gusto

90svoorhees-deactivated20230616

Okay who cares if someone’s clingy???? They fucking love and adore you??? You don’t like being adored? Loser

starting any second now i will proceed to scream for one thousand years

#i hate being a LESBIAN

effemimaniac

not very good at asking for things that I want

effemimaniac

"the worst they could say is no" not even true and also have you considered that kind of sucks

webkinzpossum

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twoheadedfawnn

i feel like all i do is watch people and notice all the beautiful things about them and try to understand them fully and no one does that for me … sometimes i feel like i’m just a mirror to reflect people back to themselves. a vessel for love and that’s it… i make everyone else into poetry and no one else sees me the way i see them it’s so depressing

distantvoices

Gabbriette in Vivienne Westwood by Jenna Marsh

forbiddnsky

*violently sobbing* I KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER I KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER

viinnttaaggee

stop being so forgiving, people know exactly what the fuck they’re doing

389

Stingwater Jacquard Knit

#me wearing this to work tomorrow for my first shift post-break up

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snoopyoftheday

snoopy of the day

virtualtoybox

jesus christ. fine. ill say it. im sleepy. im sleepy, okay? do you know what being sleepy does to a person? to their spirit? i should be pitied.

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