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Maybe it was a blessing for the fandom when I was too busy and tired to draw
Ask not why the canine maiden doth call the captian 'baby girl'
Why I am forever a "Gwyndolin is child of Gwyn and Seath" truther
Weird hill to die on I know. Normally I have different takes for things, like I keep switching around Velka and Izalith being NK's mom. But for Gwyndolin's lineage, I am very much into this read for all things considered. Of course I can never mean this is the only truth and whoever thinks otherwise is (insert some insult here), but let me explain to you my view. Psst even if you hate this couple or this idea I still really recommend you give this post a read, I promise it's interesting.
First thing first, Gwyndolin is a child of Gwyn, I don't think I need to expand on this. But for the other parent, I believe the key to answer this mystery lies in the one being that shares the same soundtrack as Gwyndolin: the Moonlight Butterfly.
Hey guys, remember the shield created from the soul of a Moonlight Butterfly?
On the outside, it depicts 8 rays - the customary amount of sunrays for the royal family:
On the inside, it depicts a flower of 16 petals:
This must be the Chrysanthemum of 16 petals - a symbol of Japanese Imperial family in real world, a symbol of Gwyn's royal family in Dark Souls' setting:
Obsessed with this level of attention to the detail
@ornsteinbignaturals How does it feel to be the only Dark Souls fan whose opinions actually matter?
@ekstra-bullshit @hollowwaterfairy dsfhfdghgfds As much as I'd like to just answer 'autism', the real answer is a bit different. xD I have no imagination as an artist or writer, so instead of imagining I "figure things out". Thus, when I design or write a character, I have to base it (especially design) on something existing, and this, in turn, led me to develop a habit of noticing and picking up every single detail that could be of use!
In this particular case, I easily noticed these patterns because my quest to design young Nameless King "trained" me to notice both the 8 rays and the flower ahah;

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Idk but to me Rogier actually shares some traits with Pate. We both meet them in an early first castle area, they were summons to the nearby boss fight, they both gave us their gear, and both hide their true emotions/intention. And they were both ex-partner to a white hair serious guy. Of course I'm very well-aware that they are very different, but I find it's funny how both DS2 and ER have the ex-boyfriends yaoi between a dark haired dark skinned guy x white haired white skinned guy
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I don't know how to explain that I really like variety. I like having different takes, i like seeing different headcanons, I feel physically sick if i have to stick to a specific artstyle for a long time. That's why it always makes me sad when people just assume "if you like A you hate B" "if you headcanon C you're against the D headcanon" NO IT'S NOT. Like I strictly use he/him pronouns for Gwyndolin doesn't mean i hate when people use she/her or they/them and everything you know. As proof just look at how i draw Ornstein lol
I'm uploading my old two big zines from back in the day for DS3 and BB's birthday. Please heed the warnings for the second one, you can download it from my itchio enjoy
How to treat Japanese original scripts vs localisations for Soulsborne games
I was talking with @armorenthusiast about the disco horse about Japanese original script vs localisations because whereas some people claim that English script itself came first, others take Japanese script puritanism to the point they deny that Lost Sinner is female character. So here is the rough rundown on how much scrutiny localisations deserve so far:
Demon's Souls and Bloodborne: Nothing about English localisation is approved or should be seen as canon, Sony hired random people to adapt the text and not people in actual contact with Fromsoft. In fact, they straight up make shit up? From only approved of English voice acting itself, like lines delivery, but had no impact on the script. Demon's Souls adaptation is in fact done by one guy that was tired and underpaid and is broken in every spot (bonus points for Remake not even bothering to fix the mistakes if not making them worse) and Bloodborne's adaptation made Gehrman a drooling incel which has nothing to do with the character Fromsoft themselves wrote and missed a lot of important nuances.
Bloodborne Japanese script (with retranslations and notes from not one but TWO fluent speakers): ( x )
Demon's Souls Japanese script: ( x )
Dark Souls 1 and 3: Localised mostly by one guy who is Miyazaki's close friend, almost all changes and liberties were properly communicated and approved by Miyazaki himself! he didn't review EVERY single minor description, sure, so there are cases of misgendering or bold assumptions in small places but when it comes to overall lore we technically have two versions: Japanese and English. TECHNICALLY! I still think omitting that Aldrich ate his own children and omitting that Anri and Horace are siblings was ultimate chicken move lol The rule with them is: when English and Japanese descriptions do not contradict/exclude one another, both can be concidered as canon!
Dark Souls 2: Very similar thing as Dark Souls 1 and 2, just that Miyazaki wasn't involved. But otherwise there was SOME communication. For example, Lost Sinner specified as female character in localisation whereas Japanese script omitted it was an instruction by DS2 team and even Japanese fandom agrees that this specification makes way more sense within the lore, but in some places Dark Souls 2 has ABSURD mistakes (like accidentially localising the same name twice thus splitting one character into two). Other times the changes are useless (like hiding Pursuer's name for no reason). So the instructions to localisations were minimal and some were done as fixes in side materials or SotFS edition, but where they were? They sure counted.
As general rule for gendering: When character's gender is omitted in Japanese (their language allows it, it isn't the same as they/them pronouns or individuals that do not use pronouns) localisations almost always default to a 'he', and it is easy to do because usually gender is omitted for very obscure characters who you may not even meet. Like, Pharis or Durgo were never a he, Dores was never a he, etc etc etc. In Dark Souls 2, Japanese script omitted Gods' genders using neutral 'kami' for everyone and Lost Sinner, however these were commucated with localisations to specify who is God and who is Goddess and to not mess up their iconic girlboss but mistook Throne Watcher for a he at first and only fixed it later. Other times, gendering goes beyond in other languages; Hilde from Elden Ring was never gendered in Japanese OR English, but gendered languages such as Italian or French used feminine terms and with how strict Elden Ring's localisation was that too likely was an instruction.
Website for all Dark Souls parts Japanese script: ( x )
Elden Ring trilogy: Little to no mistakes in localisation, easily the most scrupulously revieved localisation up to date. The only odd things I can think of is inconsistency between Ranni stating her motivations vs how she speaks in her ending or omitting that Marika had at least one bastard Demigod child but otherwise the most competent adaptation yet. The general rule is to not get TOO caught in the semantics as often some inconsistencies that can be pointed out do not really change anything about understanding lore or characters. And when the dealbreaker for the theory is which specific synonym is used, THEN it is better to consult Japanese script!
Elden Ring's Japanese script (with notes): ( x )
Shadow of the Erdtree Japanese script: ( x )
(If anyone knows where to find all of Japanese script for Nightreign in one place let me know please so I'll add this here too! So far I've been just finding Japanese text for each line individually via Japanese websites!)
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In short: Elden Ring trilogy is VERY trustworthy, for Dark Souls trilogy you can often trust localisation but rules are largerly inconsistent so if you nitpick on minor characters and small details you have to approach each case-by-case, Demon's Souls and Bloodborne are not trustworthy WHATSOEVER and you should only check Japanese script for serious analysis!

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Djura is just the kind of clever character you can't stop coming back to
To think of it, if Djura was a Dark Souls character, he would've been one of THE biggest haters of the Abyss Watchers (which is incredibly based)!
The thing about Beasthood in Bloodborne is that it is not created by the Holy Blood but unleashed by it. What you fear is not the Holy Blood itself but the fact that it "connects" you with what you really are! What ALL humans are!
And after you've witnessed and known it, who can possibly tell if you will be able to stop at only the "acceptable" advantages the Communion provided and restrain yourself?
But in Dark Souls terms, Beasthood is the Darkness within men. A Darkness that is and was always natural for them, the thing no one "gave" them. Beasthood is this:
I'd say Gods' fear was not completely unfounded, but rather that their fallacy was failing to understand how much the line really is blurred. Gods believed that just because they as a species are not capable of turning into a monster it meant they were not capable of monstrous acts, and this was the true fault at Gwyn's and others' logic. Gods have done terrible things... Lloyd especially was notoriously a terrible person.
In Bloodborne, no one is "protected" by the blur of their species! Not even the Great Ones, as even Flora jumps on its four and becomes very beast-like in its second phase! What Bloodborne characters do operate with is believing themselves to be too holy, civilised or righteous to turn into Beasts... Likewise, missing the point that you do not need the literal transformation to be a monster by your actions!
The Hunter's Nightmare first location has a very awesome display of it, actually! The blood-drunk Old Hunters furiosly attack the beasts that do not even fight back and simply back away in fear, but when they're done? They will attack YOU, the fellow Hunter! There is no doubt in it about who is the REAL beast here!
Needless to mention that red-eyed variant of these Hunters drop Vermin, which is another setting's evidence of the total moral failing on deeply spiritual, visceral level that has nothing to do with what you transformed into.
Djura's point is not to forsake the Hunt altogether, but that killing beasts for the sake of killing is wrong as the beasts in Old Yharnam won't go outside to hunt the citizens. He even gives the Hunter his own Hunter's badge, something he knows will aid them in the Hunt as someone who once dreamed! He knows some beasts should be killed... The dangerous kind of beasts, that will kill their own just to kill.
But... again, doesn't it sound familiar? It sounds EXACTLY like what the Hunter would be doing if they didn't agree to spare the beasts of the Old Yharnam and went to hunt them anyway! Djura doesn't draw the distinction on whether you are a human or a beast, they are just different transformation stages of the same concept... However, he draws the distinction on whether human or beast "behaves" or doesn't.
Abyss Watchers not only unapologetically borrow aesthetics, looks, blood covenant thing and fighting style from the Bloodborne Hunters (because we all know Miyazaki had the worst post-Bloodborne hangover while creating Dark Souls 3) but they also seem to be specifically "that" type of the Hunters! The type that will hunt people not because the Abyssal Darkness exposure made them dangerous but because there was that exposure at ALL! Once again, the exact same fallacy of blaming one's capacity for harm and evil on some concrete, artificial distinction.
And what if someone behaves mindlessly aggressive just like the typical Abyss-transformed Monster but is still a human? Should they be let go because this isn't Abyss or they should be hunted too? But if there is no distinction between whether Abyss corrupted you or not and everyone with the Darkness in their nature (so, every human) is capable of acting the same way does it mean that ALL humans need to die?
Well, you know, this IS literally what happens with them!
Djura is like, just capable of understanding this much: that the distinction is completely made up and pointless and the only qualifier for hunting someone is if they possess active, real threat. Not about whether they physically transformed into something else. He could have even been an Abyss Watcher formerly and now a detractor but not same as Hawkwood! Like, cool detractor! Detractor that found a kind of an Oolacile to protect with the gatling gun aimed at anyone who as much as breathes in its general direction in a funny way!
(...granted, considering that CONSTANT reuse of character tropes is completely authentic for Fromsoft's universes, could be more sensible to make an OC based on Djura's trope than just put him here fdshfhd)
Miyazaki unfairly called him foolish, but Djura is actually one of the most reasonable characters in the setting, if not THE most reasonable. Well... He also called Nameless King foolish for opening his mind to the Dragons and abandoning the "noble" dragonslaying, as well as called Fauxsefka heroic for experimenting on humans for the way to "save" them from the beasthood. He seems like a type of writer that focuses on the intention when he expresses an opinion on the character, so the "foolishness" would be a kind of attitude considered childishly naive by the standards of the society caught into all their prejudices and made-up disparity that won't guarantee their morals at all!
Djura really reminds me of this manga panel
A while ago I headcanon that the Sealers were working under Gwyndolin because they are magic users and they wear moon symbol. But I've decided that the New Londo flood was a mutual decision between the three children of Gwyn. This is because I notice the three Sealers are parallels to them
Ingward: the last one who stay behind to uphold the duty left to him, alone in a dark tomb
Yulva: the only female, left to heal people (Gwynevere is implied to be aiding Undead, more on this later)
Third nameless one who left, likely turned a new religion since he was working with Lautrec, and they also had a three way yaoi like Sacred Oath. And he also took off his mask which symbolizes their resolve to keep the seal shut forever, kinda like how NK took off his ring to me
The fact Sif was already called Great Grey Wolf Sif when we summon her for the Manus boss fight means Artorias had always called her that when she was still a normal size wolf.
So yeah I'm imagining he was running around and casually called her that with everyone.
"No captain she is not "beast", she's called Great Grey Wolf Sif" *showing off a normal size wolf cub*
Okay so seems like I wasn't wrong for including Monumental in the list ( x ) of female Soulsborne characters! Already added that bit in the post!
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Just a heads-up but get ready for 8 months worth of soulsborne content. My friends are finally free from the constant 5 lore posts everyday and now it's YOUR turn, dear moots and followers and lurkers. And constant reblogs too while we're at it, i have a lot to catch up now.
And yes hello beautiful nkstein, Nameless King and Dragon Slayer Ornstein tags, I am back with food to feed you!!!!
Rant/vent under the cut. I need to get this out of my chest for the first and final time so I can finally move on. It's about the server for those who know. TW suicide mention. Also it's rambling so it's hard to read
For those who didnt know, basically I participated in a Secret Santa event in a discord server. Naturally I asked for nkstein, but when the present i got didn't have Ornstein, I asked why my santa didn't draw what I asked (stupid i know) so i hurted her feeling for dismissing her present, and her friend called my ungrateful and liar because I did mention NK in my brief. And no one was defending me while I got yelled and called names and accused me of many things.
Honestly even till this point I still don't get why people could treat me like that, and let me be treated like that. I genuinely, naively, thought I found some accepting community/friends. I really couldn't be more wrong and that's stupid of me. I was too comfortable and I forgot that, this place is not my place. I thought that through time, I already show that I genuinely don't have any bad faith and it's hard for me to express my thoughts and feelings. I thought, people who know me would understand and cut me some slack.
But yeah what hurted me from that situation the most, is the alienation feeling. The realization that I came from a different background where we value different things, and do things a different way. I already have that feeling when i'm on tumblr, but that event definitely confirm it for me. So when I was being inconsiderate and asked an inappropriate question, out of confusion and curiosity, I got called an ungrateful liar, got yelled at by many different awful things, and no one did a thing. Even the mods that were present. The only available asian guy there, who had the feeling how asian fandom space work and got why I asked that, got shut up immediately. The rest of them, never bother to see why I did that. They cant imagine how a person can ask that aside from being rude, so it must be appropriate that I got treated very rudely back. And that still hurt me deeply even 8 months after. It's pathetic I know, being this hurt over some minor thing. But I'm still very sad that people can only see one side got hurt. Even people I thought that know me.
So yeah, I was completely disillusioned. AFter 8 months of beating myself up and two suicide attempts later, I finally can get to next stage of grief. It takes events like this for me to realize that tumblr is a very white, US-centric site, and everytime I'm on here, I'm just borrowing space. It feels like I'm a land animal that got thrown in the water and I have to constantly swim to be able to survive, while the other fishes don't even recognize they're living in water. Some may even annoyed at how i cant swim gracefully. Look around you, when is the last time you see a vocal soulsborne blog that is POC and not from the US. When I go back here to check things, I notice my brazillian, chilean and korean moots here already deleted their tumblr. But of course no one would notice, because not many countries are taught to be vocal and speak directly and take up space like western countries. And when they do, it's considered weird or rude or any clever insults they can come up with because some people don't share your worldview. Almost like they're not raised the same as them or something.
I still want to go on tumblr because I love dark souls deeply, that haven't changed. I want to be able to archive my posts, I want to support people, I want to be corrected on my read, I want to see arts, I want to see the love people have for this wonderful media. But i really cant join any server now, now that server really broke me. Not because they are bad people, quite the complete opposite, but I can not survive in an environment where most of members and all the mods are westerners. Because when discourse broke, I know no one would be able to see my side, and it's more important to smooth things down to maintain the peaceful community, rather than trying to get what prompt the "troublemaker" to do that. Learnt this the hard way.
So yeah, whatever, I learnt my lesson now. I see how it is to navigate through this fandom space now. If you're from that server and you're reading this, just know I don't hate you, I'm just extremely saddened by the situation and I'm still crying when typing this. I don't want to associate with that server in any way, so consider that when interacting with me. I dont mean "people who from the server dni" because you likely dont even know what happened to me and im sure you're having a good time there. The people are nice aren't they. But more like "yeah i was in the server and im disappointed by its treatment of me when I became an inconvenience, so see if you're comfortable with interacting with a wretched being like me since some of your friends in the server probably hate me". I was contemplating should I post an explanation of why i asked that but i figure no one would read nor care anyway, nor that even matters