My mom likes to pretend like she cares like she’s there for her children but she isn’t. Like how she claims that she supports gay people front of my gay sister but when my sister is away she talks shit about her nonbinary friend or when she sees gay guys on the tv she says yuck. She acts like she’s there for me when I get overstimulated or when I break down but she just yelled at me claiming I can control whenever I get overwhelmed. She thinks I’m faking it when I punch myself in the head or rip at my skin with my nails or when I walk away when there is to much noise. She wants me to just “get over it”. She only wants me to be normal she never wanted me to be better










