Ereyn In Wonderland

Do you know that feeling when you get into a series, movie, or book where you know there is a fandom who are very active in all socmed flatforms and there are awesome fanfics and fanart, even crossovers from your other fav show but all of it is like 3 or 5 years ago so you'll just lay down and stare at the ceiling feeling so much longing and wishing you were not late for that hype or atleast have someone to geek out about it rather than keeping all of it inside you?

Yeah, it's a bummer. I always think Im late for the hype in some fandoms. Im reading this Destiel fanfic (I am binge watching supernatural this whole month. Already in s13, it's literally what completes my day now) and the comments are dated years ago, so I find it awkward to reply in one funny comment I saw. Also, the author keeps talking in their notes that they are also watching Avengers (I used to say it's not a good one, but really, I got addicted the last months), and in the time they publish their story, the Civil War movie is just coming out.

I didn't know how I missed those shows back then. Now I wish I have the time stone or an angel to zap me back in those years to watch the movie in cinema or atleast become a fan of the franchise earlier ಥ‿ಥ