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when the yearning starts to involve low self esteem you know it’s serious

i think i want her and it kinda scared me so i might start smoking to try to make the yearning go away

i wish she was in love with me so i could feel normal about whatever im feeling. i need to get drunk and embarrass myself over texts i wish i could be with her i wish she was next to me now

i think i always imagine a relationship with long distance friends because i don’t think i deserve to be loved enough for the other person to put an effort but id do anything for them

i know it’s not healthy or whatever but someone loving me would genuinely help me with being suicidal like i need a reason to be here i need to feel like someone actually loves me and needs me. yeah codependency is bad but i just need something greater than myself to keep ne here. im so tired

that one friend that you would marry if they weren’t from s different country lol. haha. and you said that to them when you were drunk. lol.

i need a girl on top of me or i’m ending it all soon

i’ll always be a shipper bc it’s in my soul to see love everywhere. platonic romantic whatever injust need love in every media i consume

mike in every scene w will is like megumi in official arts. BOY STOP LOOKING AT YOUR POSSESSED LOVER!!!! WE GET IT!

i think robin would drive will to the wheeler’s house and she’d sneak into nancy’s room . that’s it that’s the post

after vecna’s gone, mike gets extremely attached to will. yes, they’ve always been close, but it’s different now. mike knows there’s no danger anymore but after all that happened he just can’t let will be by himself!!! and it’s hard for will, he’s trying so hard to get over him but he can’t say no to mike’s sad puppy eyes that says he can’t sleep if will isn’t next to him. and will knows that this dependency is bad for both of them, and will even feels bad for mike, he’s clearly struggling after jane’s death, so will has to be there. but it’s way more than that, mike just can’t control the way he acts anymore, and will just lets him be crazy. that’s their promise anyways.

rip jules vaughn you would’ve loved kirara

avery killing the ender dragon for fun and then he reads the end poem and crashes tf out