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i love bottom wifies bc i’m a bottom and he is me and my gf is parrot and she topped me bc we got horny watching the paragon video and fucked . best experience of my life

flying to her country soon i hhope she kisses me and kidnaps me and i can’t leave

uu!wifies is so monika im obsessed

i feel so insane about her i need to be killed

girl fluixon fanart is making me want to dye my hair so badddddd the voiceskssssssmdksndn

i need to get drunk and drunk text my best friend and tell her i’m lowkey in love with her

when the yearning starts to involve low self esteem you know it’s serious

i think i want her and it kinda scared me so i might start smoking to try to make the yearning go away

i wish she was in love with me so i could feel normal about whatever im feeling. i need to get drunk and embarrass myself over texts i wish i could be with her i wish she was next to me now

i think i always imagine a relationship with long distance friends because i don’t think i deserve to be loved enough for the other person to put an effort but id do anything for them

i know it’s not healthy or whatever but someone loving me would genuinely help me with being suicidal like i need a reason to be here i need to feel like someone actually loves me and needs me. yeah codependency is bad but i just need something greater than myself to keep ne here. im so tired

that one friend that you would marry if they weren’t from s different country lol. haha. and you said that to them when you were drunk. lol.