Being alone is not a bad thing... :)
Ok? I actually wrote a pretty long paragraph a while ago, but I suddenly clicked the cancel button.. So here I am again, writing the same piece of crap. :))Â
So, how am I gonna start again? Ugggh...Â
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I think it was way back in college.. during my last few months. Hmmh. I have a lot of friends, a bunch of them actually. I've been through various challenges, but never experienced trust issues during my early years in the university, so it was never a problem. But everything has a turning point... and I never expected that turning point to be that kind of a disaster-- a freaking big storm that suddenly wakes you up in your long comfortable sleep (i guess i'm not that good in using metaphors hah..).Â
Going back to that turning point, it was the situation wherein the people you trust the most, suddenly stabbed you in the back then let you fall in a pit then stabbed you once again then pushed you away then.......... Yeah, I've been betrayed... take note, BY MY CLOSEST FRIEND. Well, maybe I wasn't a good friend after all but that moment never crossed my mind even once during our close-loveydovey friendship. :'(Â
I don't want to expand that story any further. I suddenly want to stop and jump to my realization. haha!Â
You better stop trusting too much! Cliche?? Yeah, but it's definitely sooo true. You have to trust yourself more! Don't be afraid of being alone. Sometimes, being alone makes you stronger and better. Sometimes, you need to let people turn their backs on you, so you can explore your own path. :) Finding who you really are is not a bad thing right? :) So go ahead and help yourself. Coz in the end, it's only yourself you can truly depend on. Your family will always be there, but don't be such a burden. XD Be a good voyager and travel your own world. XDÂ
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