Optimism is a Lifestyle

Im so tired. I cant stop thinking about my future. Or my debt. And how inhibiting it is. I dont have choices. Im stuck. I dont understand how other people do it.

I hope your life has turned out to be everything you ever wanted because you deserve every ounce of happiness and more.

Theres this one thing that I feel totally embarrassed about and don't know how to talk to people about it or how to get over it but its something thats bothered me for a couple years now and makes me feel so sad and uncomfortable sometimes. Tired of letting the past get to me.

Im at a point where every one i know is starting to do things and my things dont feel as wonderful as their things

lately, i havent been able to stop thinking about that one time i fucked everything up. my whole body just feels sad.