it's not you, it's me.

been feeling antisocial af for the past few days but also lonely but also too grumpy to reach out to anyone for fear of sounding mean or stupid. is this growth or just hiding from my emotions

do you ever feel like maybe you missed your calling or were oblivious to it? i think i belong somewhere where there’s not a lot of people.

someone reminded me that tumblr exists. maybe i will start pouring all of my dumb thoughts here again.

when you have mutual friends with an ex and said “friends” don’t reach out to you after you’ve broken up, it’s really hard to find a reason why you ever spent your time w/ those people in the first place.

I haven’t experienced any intense feelings of nostalgia in a long time and I realized that those feelings always came from my sad self longing for a less sad version of myself. now I experience sadness in a very different and non-nostalgic way.