Operation 400

You’re a total sweetheart hon thank you! I like that little line at the end. I may have to use that sometime.

I have talked about it before but I just love getting rounder on my hips and thighs and calves the most. My belly is great and so are my arms and boobs, but I’m in this to be a big, waddling pear if I can! #gainergoals

Any kind of lifestyle choice is going to be one that's got upsides and downsides. Nothing is all-rainbows all the time hon. What I think is that you should obviously do what makes you happy, but also keep in mind what will make you happy long-term, too. If your family loves you, they'll love fat you, too. But they might not understand your transformation at first, which may be difficult. As for being big and having a partner, it's not a limitation in 2019. Trust me. You'll find someone amazing. Hell, the feedism community has tons of feeders who I think would love to find feedees to be with. The important thing is that this is the kind of lifestyle choice you can't just turn off. It's always visible, and sticks with you. It changes how people view you socially, and changes what you can do physically. If it makes you happy then absolutely go for it because otherwise you'll be wondering what-if. And getting fat and soft and round is as fun as it is exciting. But know everything has a cost, too. It may be worthwhile trying stuffing (clothing, not food) first and seeing how you like how it feels. A lot of it also depends on how big you want to be. Overweight is the new normal these days.