OopsItsOllie

I am gender fluid. I was always mildly uncomfortable saying I was non binary. I’m so happy to be at a point with myself that I can recognize that and accept it for myself. Now I just gotta tell some people. Damn it.

I’ve reached the near unhealthy stage of attachment in my relationship. I can’t fall asleep unless I see a message from you that says good night, and then my brain lets me sleep. Please let me sleep...

I. Just. Love. Life. Right. Now. But I can’t sleep because I don’t wanna stop thinking about all the things I love, someone help.

I lack motivation to do anything that’s not gay.

What if I was an adult?

But that would get old if I said it every time I miss you. Which is about once for every hour I don’t get to see you.

My shits about to get rocked. Fuck I’m in extreme anxiety mode and I’ve been stuck here for 4 hours. And I can’t rant to the #1 person I go to to rant to. Why’d you have to do this to me in the middle of the night?

So school stress has already hit me so hard that I think everyone I know hates me again, so that’s pretty fucked up. It’s only been two days.

I kinda wish I had any motivation to do anything other than sleep or cry. There’s so many things I want to do. They are all so vanilla beige water.