Lis-tes-ratures(bis)

Giving people the benefit of the doubt is what has cost me the most in this world. Just like seeing the good in everyone, sometimes there’s nothing more to see than what people already show us.

Healing, is such a strange process. You could be here, in the middle of an ordinary day, watching a movie, working or just eating. And suddenly, the pain hits you, takes your breath away, and destroys any hope for a better future. Even when you’ve tried so hard to move on, that pain haunts you and always finds its way back to you.

If you get blisters when you wear these shoes, then they’re not your size. That’s not about shoes.

I once read that when you’ve just escaped from hell, everything seems like paradise. And I think I couldn’t have been more agree but, I also would have given anything to go back to that hell again.

You left, and yet you’ve never been so present.

Sometimes I have to calm my breath and remind to myself that you didn’t left with my heart. It stills in my chest, and that probably why it hurts this much.

Why can’t you disappear from my heart like you did with my life?

Do you remember what happiness tasted like before someone told you what it was supposed to taste like?

Isn't it tragically ironic that they did the very thing they promised they'd never do to you?

Sometimes you try so hard to be the person everyone expects you to be that you no longer have the strength to be who you really are.

If this relationship was so short, shouldn’t the pain be short too?

What hurts the most isn’t what they did to you, but seeing them go about their lives as if you’d never existed.

I can’t even count the number of times I’ve stared at the ceiling with tears in my eyes, a lump in my throat, wondering what was wrong with me. We spent so little time together, and yet I was the only one who was devastated, the only one who could no longer remember what my life was like before you.