if anyone is wondering, I quit my full time job w/ benefits a few weeks ago, dyed my hair pink, I’ve just been straight chillin for the past few weeks, learning what it’s like to be a person again, still lonely, less tired, I started working out, I’ve become an old lady that buys flowers from the grocery store for the dining room table every week, I love to clean, I have my own beautiful apartment, I still am enjoying life with my love, started to pick up paintbrushes again, got a sketchbook, cooking everyday, trippin out, chronic pain (a lot), kind of lost about what to do with my free time, don’t have friends to hang out with nearby, but it’s ok because I will always be an introvert who prefers to be alone, listening to the new LCD songs on repeat and drinking espresso all day everyday. oh and I just got hired for my dream job and it starts in a few weeks.