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The phone calls that are 10 min.  turn into hours . We cant even tell what day it is. It a non-stop conversation that we both don't want to end, Then being  the natural humans we are that friendship started turning to something more deep. Feelings are now coming into play. We both Not sure about how to do this. But Now I'm so into in. You told me you wanted my heart. I was unsure because of everything from my pass. which i told you about. But you cant treat every situation the same. So i gave in all the way. The wall that i built up with my feelings started to just crumble away. I'm so into it . and i see that you are too. I'm finally match emotionally with someone else. Which is great. I'm happy.....But it couldn't stay that long. My Happy moment. It started to turn grey. There no phone call. no text... I was worried. when we finally got to speak... it wasn't he words i wanted to hear. You told your feelings have change and now things are not the same. Which it only been three days how can that all go away. I have so many questions. Was this all a game? Was it not so deep for you like it was for me. I guess it the missing part of the puzzle. cause it seems like your okay.and i have to deal with that. While I'm here with my feelings all messed up , I have to fight my own feelings from calling and texting you... which is so hard when you use to doing that everyday. I have so much to say to you. but i don't even think you care to listen or will ever reach out to me.. I guess this is how this love story ends. before it even really got to start. so now I'm left with a heavy heart....... 

Ugh can't sleep 😩😫 who up with me :)

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