we're not kids anymore.

if i look back, i am lost
Today's Document

ē„ę„ / Permanent Vacation
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda

Andulka
Jules of Nature

pixel skylines
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her

oozey mess
Cosmic Funnies
NASA

izzy's playlists!
I'd rather be in outer space šø
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YOU ARE THE REASON
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
almost home

romaā
sheepfilms

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@oniricwrites

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Why Did They Come?
TOO FUCKINā phenomenal to NOT reblog!!!!
Is there anything of which it may be said, "See, this is new"?
It has already been in ancient times before us.
Ecclesiastes 1,10
I have a strong feeling that the opposite of love is not hate, itās apathy - itās not giving a damn.
Leo Buscaglia (via purplebuddhaquotes)
suppressionās mantra
This has been my life in the last fwe months. And Iāve got only one thing to tell you:
Donāt let it become yours. If you thinkĀ āit doesnāt bother meā, then search what feeling is missing. Because itās there. And it needs to come out.
((I know you wanted silly but YOU GET DRAMAĀ *tapdances off stage*))
I was outmanoeuvred, yet somehow I feel I won?

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[you donāt have to be hopeful about the future, just curious about whatās coming]
Grief, Iāve learned, is really love. Itās all the love you want to give but cannot give. The more you loved someone, the more you grieve. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes and in that part of your chest that gets empty and hollow feeling. The happiness of love turns to sadness when unspent. Grief is just love with no place to go.
As the lights wink outā¦Ā (via acalmstrength42)
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The lovely @dreriart reminded me that i havenāt done a giveaway in quite some time and while i havenāt hit any milestones for awhile, It IS my birthday on the 18th so why not give out a present instead :D
All you gotta do is reblog and be following me.
Before Moira Joined Blackwatch
Moira: Angela! Good news! Iāve reverse-engineered your biotic technology so it can suck the life out of people now!
Mercy: *horrified*Ā How is that good news!?
Moira:
Torbjorn: Thatās not whatĀ āreverse-engeneeringā means, Miss Ph.D.
Moira: ā¦
Moira: *slowly raises right hand toward Torbjƶrn*
Mercy: *grabbing Moiraās wrist and lowering her hand* No. No.Ā

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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Before Moira Joined Blackwatch
Moira: Angela! Good news! Iāve reverse-engineered your biotic technology so it can suck the life out of people now!
Mercy: *horrified*Ā How is that good news!?
Moira:
Torbjorn: Thatās not whatĀ āreverse-engeneeringā means, Miss Ph.D.
Grand re-opening!
>>>Ā Pinxie is now accepting commissions!Ā <<<
Iāve mulled over these adjustments for a very long time. Iāve got new offerings, new prices, clearer guides and, hopefully, some very interesting options!Ā
The one I want to call the most attention to is my new clothing design option. Itās in its infancy as a commission offering, so only a few models are available as examples. However, any WoW race is offered, and any body type can be created on demand.Ā
Iām doing all of my orders by form this time; please use the form found on my official website to get in touch with me.Ā
Thank you all for supporting me all this time! Iām excited to get started again!
Iām going to open commissions soon! Iām working on the price guide tonight, as in, putting it up on my website and finalizing everything!
Iām going to be using a form system, like many other artists have done. Interested buyers will fill out the form, submit it along with links to their ref material, and I will message whoever I decide to take on.Ā
Iām wanting to keep submissions active for about 60 days so that I can finish a few, then pick from the list, then finish a few more, then pick from the listā¦until that 60 days is up. After that, Iāll clear everything and start over.Ā
That will save some awkwardness when emailing previously-interested clients, only to find that they found someone else to do the work, or no longer have the funds available. Itās incredibly embarrassing for me, as I feel that I am intruding on their time and comfort levels, but Iām actually just trying to hold spots for people because I know Iām hard to catch! (Sorry!! ;-; )
Please stay tuned for that announcement. It may come in the middle of the night, but donāt worry ā Iāll leave the submission form open for at least 24hours so that no one has to worry about first-come, first-serve.Ā
Thank you all for your continued support in my art journey. Iām feeling better and better as things settle down <3Ā
A gentle reminder that "making it on your own" doesn't mean you are alone. It means you surround yourself with those who care and help you go on.
*stares at all the writing I want to do for WoW stuff that is essentially new lore and worldbuilding and falls back once again into an incomprehensible mix of depression and anxiety over if itās worth pursuing or if I should just start writing original fantasy even though I will instantlyĀ lose almost all potential for an audience by no longer writing fan material but I lose any real ability to control and profit from my ideas as long it is written under WoWās universe*
This is absolutely not true!
Take heart ā many people have successful WoW comics, Patreons, artwork businesses, RP blogs that get asks because their characters are loved, and many people who start a creation rooted in fandom are able to change it over time to be something that can stand on its own!
Besides that, we get emotional rewards from completing things that we love and want to make. Never believe it is a waste of time just because you canāt directly sell it. There may be ways you can see some financial return (and there are cases where it is NEEDED, like how I sell my art skills).
Besides that, I know that many of us LOVE the chance to expand on WoW lore. We can balance creativity with plausability, and there will always be other people willing to accept our headcanons. Thatās part of the fun of BEING in a fandom!
Please, would others weigh in on this topic? Show the hope you get from your beloved creations <3
Something you have to remind yourself is that fan material is profitable, AND controlable. As Pinxie points out, many graphic artists andĀ writers make a living out of these things.
An important point here is the anxiety over your own private creations. It is well understood that a fan work is first found because itās conection to the original work. But having a follower base also means their interest shifted into the creativity behind it and not simply the fandom it represents.
This grants you a platform for your original work. Self promotion is the kickstarter of a successful enterprise, and you have a captive audience to promote yourself to. Continue creating fan work and balance it with your original works. People hooked by your talent will take an interest in it.
You think only 1% of your followers will take an interest? Well, remember this: You had the same ammount of followers on your fan works at some point in the past. You found an audience for one, youāll find an audience for the other too.

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Jean, with a Pinxiedust flair~ (just a liiiiittle bit different from her reference)Ā for Mei. In my olden days, I went byĀ āMithā, hence the signature. The requester and requestee are two friends from times looooong past. xD
She always puts everyone before her, and tries to do her best to help her family to the point of exhaustion.
Iām sure sheāll treasure it forever =3
The thing Iām most afraid of is me. Of not knowing what Iām going to do. Of not knowing what Iām doing right now.
Haruki Murakami, 1Q84 (via psych-facts)