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i could go on for hours about everything and anything but i dont wanna talk to much so ill just talk to myself about it

i rraeslly want someone to take me to get top surgery and thne wipe my tears when i cry from anesthesia and then take me home and take care of me until im better ,, i never wanan be alone when i feel shitt ill jsut cry and cry all day ,, i cant wait for the day i get these things off ughhggghh or testosterone oh my god dont get me started, a guy making me do it if im too nervous,, me without my god forbidden hips and thighs ohhh my god no more periods dude if i got a happy trail oh my god now i just need to change everything about my face annd ill be perfect i can see it all coming together wow this is hopecore st its finest ook im relaly high and tired and now i need to eep

i wish i wasnt so young because then i wouldnt feel as gross about how i feel and what i like and i could talk about it without feeling judged by people becsuse im a horny teenager, i guess its more so feeling embarrassed than feeling judged

indica is gas dude its so fucking gooooodddd everyone should try indica at least once alright i was supposed to go to bed at 10or somejtimg but i lost track ot time so im gonna sleep nowwq

imm ssioiiooi highhhhh i wanan go to sleep but i wanna get on minecraft and i wannta touch mysekfkktfjdfkkfkf reeewewww boooo booo tomatoes tomatoes anywyas i love indica jts amazinng

i hate being trans i feel like its all i am like you look at me and think oh yeah hes trans, can he come over? oh no hes a trans boy mom,, nobody wants a guy with a chicks body especially not cis gay dudes i feel like they all want cis guys i dunno i know im wrong but i cant help but think everyone sees me as a chick cosplaying a guy i just wanna be normal and i look like a girl too i dont even liok remotely like a boy i gotta die bro

i need someone to scratch my head and rub my back so bad