♡

broad.

it means to think alone 

and i’m an expert at that

my mind keeps me companied

through the early hours of the morning.

[ why do you care ]

i wish i knew

but honestly i don’t know.

it’s a problem.

i care way too much about 

people who don’t give a shit 

about me.

i’ve learnt a good lesson in life

that the universe works in a weird way.

when i thought everything was falling apart

it was falling into place,

because on the darkest night it produced 

the brightest star,

you.

laying in the summer sun,

glowing skin and messy braids

with faint music playing in the air,

she escapes reality for a while 

by writing on scraps of paper.

im not nice.

im not beautiful.

i wont ever be her.

or good enough for you.

 - so why are you being so nice to me?

As she looked into his sad deep eyes

she knew in the back of her mind

that he will never feel anything for her,

and it pains her every time

because she knew

she had fallen in love 

with a boy who couldn’t love her back.