It's Okay

“I don’t think I miss you, not really. But from time to time, I can’t help but wonder how you are. If your corner of the world is treating you right; if your happy days outnumber the bad. I do not miss you anymore… But I hope you know I remember.”

“She is, always will be, worth the chaos.”

“As a little girl, I spent hours imagining my dream wedding. Wondering what I would wear, who would come, where it would take place. After I came out, it became a little more apparent that certain bits of my wedding day will change. Like the march down the isle. This is for the bride. Her moment. Her absolute moment of pure impeccable happiness, excitement and nerve. She walks toward her forever after. I decided that when I marry, my wife will walk toward me. I will meet her at the alter. It is my one last moment to see the faces of all those she loves, marvel in her utter beauty, all the while she stares intently at me, her smile growing bigger, her eyes filling with tears, a small laugh may escape. This is the moment I will live for. This is the moment I am most excited for. To watch you walk toward me, in total awe of who is standing waiting for you as your whole world stares in your direction. I am the only one you will see.”