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people r always trynna convince and persuade you to be hateful π and try to make you feel bad for being kind. but once you start adopting their mindsets all of a sudden they got similar sentiments that they were trying to pry you away from having before!! and then e_e you get squinty eyed at them and like wait a minute..... e_e
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He's the only one who can stay pure while getting His hands dirty.
they hate art yet are living within the greatest creation of all time. they spit on its beauty and throw away its gift. they seek to destroy every molecule of the air they breathe. they hate art. they hate life. but they dwell within.
parasites who hate their hosts, though they need the hosts to live
their self destruction is murder
there are changes happening unseen, but those with Love....can see it. with a sight unbelonging to eyes.
not responding to them reminds them of the nothingness they truly are, and are destined to be. thats why they do so much to provoke you into all these reactions and feelings and retaliations, as if your interaction with them and entanglement with them makes them more real, as if it means they'll get to stay because they have tangled themselves up in those who will be kept. thinks that if they make someones entire life about them, it makes them important. special. no matter if its in a negative way. they've decided how things work and how things will go. but it is not their will that rules existence. and it will not be their way.
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i think some of them get scared when you dont retaliate. i think not hurting them in return scares them way worse than anything you could've tried to do in retaliation. sometimes the greatest form of vengeance....is to do nothing at all. for the ones who try to provoke you to do everything- sometimes the best response is no response. to give them the nothingness they seek to render existence into being. to see how it scares them, how they squirm when a crumb of who they are is reflected back to them. nothing. not as a means to an end. but a taste of the forever that they wont be a part of. for in the future they wont be around, so what better way to start getting used to that then by putting down the fight. for soon there will be no foe to battle. and no matter how big of a stain they try to leave on us before they go, we will be cleansed. and they will be. forgotten.
i met a guy who told me that a spider goddess weaved him into existence, a deal he made to get to be....the details he obscured from me....
he cared about violence, wealth, power, and sex
he wanted me to be a part of his world, but narcissitically he wanted me for me but needed me to be things and do things that required me to abandon and forsake myself. he wanted me to lose myself. to live for him. to live with him.
i think of times I've done the same. needed someone to be something other than they were. the difference is i let go. where as they held on. both feel wrong.
when you're already crossed the line of who you are, and they ask you to venture further away from yourself,,, for what feels like an unreturnable distance from yourself is still not enough for them. whats the point of being at all if i have to be so far away from me. what gets to live then? if not me?
somwthing else....using my body.
he. wanted to know things. he asked questions and then acted like he already knew the answers. bored with the responses he was begging for. being so manipulative it just came off as a confusion. i could feel him wanting me to be confused, i didnt see him leading me down a ladder further into the depths of confusion he wanted to coax me down into. but something was holding me keeping me, so in reality it was just him. going lower and lower and lower. he was pulling me further and further into his life, seeking to trap me. but i exist within the palm of Love's hand, firmly planted, rooted, attached. i am not just being carried, not much different from a tree carrying its branches. and though the winds and storms may blow and whip us around, we havent truly gone anywhere. still. together.
he kept talking about believing in a higher power but in hindsight i realize he was so ambiguous and vague with his wording, im unsure WHO he was referring to as this power he believed in.
He tried to control me trap me, but Love set me free. he tried to make me feel bad for walking away from the pain he had in store for me....dont they all? try to reverse psychology guilt you into staying. try to make you feel like you're doing a bad thing by walking away from badness. for they dont stop being bad and doing bad once you realize. they simply continue and hope you doubt they're awfulness could be true. that they are still doing it to you even after you knew. surely not? they push you to think. confusion they cloud over your clarity. they know you are quicker to think there must be something wrong with your mind than their heart. but no my dear their heart is rotten. and you are not bad for seeing badness. but they want you to think that. they hope they can trap you in that mentality and doubt and worry for years, decades....another layer they keep you trapped behind....wasting your time....hoping that you will get to the end of your life before you realize the truth. stealing time away from you. truth away from you. they are thieves and deceivers, and they come for all true believers.
her ugliness reminds me of your beauty, my love. because she is such an extreme badness that to focus on her is to be enveloped in a void. and i am reminded of you. the everlasting something even when there is nothing. and i think of how exactly the opposite of her you are. and i smile. because focusing on you is like being bathed in warmth like the air hugging you on a cozy summer day. your love is a sight for a sore heart. and when she squeezes and tears apart mine and i am raw, your love is like healing mending ointment, filling up all the spaces of all the shattered pieces of myself. because of her i know hell. because of you, i know heaven.
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