A lost-diary

— Jamie Anderson

“Her heart was made of liquid sunset.”

-Virginia Woolf

“How do I say, I miss you in a way that will ache your heart like mine does.”

-Mahmoud Darwaish

The idea that someone's "پسندیدہ ہونا" (being a favorite) is the worst delusion you've ever created for yourself. Nothing like that exists in reality. It's just a term we use to fool ourselves and others. We're all humans, with both good and evil sides that time reveals slowly.

So, try to make things easier for yourself and others by keeping in mind that nothing is permanent or forever here. As you've probably heard before:

ہم کسی کے لیے خاص یا پسندیدہ نہیں ہوتے، ہم میسر ہوتے ہیں، موجود ہوتے ہیں، دستیاب ہوتے ہیں، اور جو جتنا آسانی سے دستیاب ہوجاتا ہے اتنی ہی اپنی قدر و قیمت کھو دیتا ہے .

They start taking you for granted...

So, let's not get caught up in the idea that someone's affection is the key to our happiness. We deserve better than that. Beware of the toxic traits that occur based on this delusion and never ever lose your worth for folly amusement!

کہ مدتوں بعد اُس نے آج مجھ سے کوئی گلہ کیا

منصبِ دلبری پہ کیا مجھ کو بحال کر دیا . . .

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سہہ سکے گا کون یہ گہرا زیاں...