Kiss of Death.
The rain was incredibly tranquil, bouts of pitter-patter dropped onto different surfaces of concrete, creating a constant tempo and rhythm, one that could easily lull anyone to sleep. The imminent thunder was absent, but lightning would show itself every now and then, nonetheless, the rain poured.
On the many surfaces, the raindrops landed, stood two people. Boys, one tall and the other short by a considerable margin. The short, fair-skinned boy was clearly battered, holding his wounded arm whilst a cross lodged into the ground stood beside him, the glow of the markings within the cross was faint, and the black hues outside the markings only begun to serve as a contrast to the faint but determined glow.
The boy he was facing was unscathed, but it was clear how he was irritated and unwilling to tire himself out. He held a regal air over his lean and tall figure, hands behind his back as his lances stood by his side much like an extension of his regalia. His sculptured face was slashed neatly on the cheek, and although the wound has long healed, the scar was visible.
“How long do you intend to do this? You cannot defeat me.” The taller spoke, voice cold, clearly irritated, but his deep voice eerily calm as he gives the boy a cold stare, his brown eyes dull and empty.
The shorter boy merely scoffed, as battered as he may be, he was not one to give up easily. Letting go of his wounded arm to see that it no longer bled, but only left a scar, his own eyes glaring up in determination towards the taller, as the cross split lengthwise, and spears popped out of its mechanisms, adorned with onyx-silver chains.
“Until you give him back.” the shorter started with a stammer, grabbing a spear from the cross and clutching it tight in his hand, “I’m not going anywhere!” he declares, charging towards the man as the spears from the cross soon followed.
The taller made no move to intercept his oncoming attack, as the shorter lifted himself off of his feet and threw the spear as a preemptive strike, with frightening accuracy to add as the spear aimed to lunge itself at the man’s chest.
A portal opens within the spear’s trajectory, swallowing the object as another portal opened behind the shorter, spitting the spear back out with the blunt end as it knocks him over, nearly groveling at the taller’s feet had it not been for his hands that stopped the momentum.
“You are weak,” the man spoke again, “The honkai may have chosen you to hold a core, but you are no more than an ordinary human holding a powerful weapon, how do you intend to stop me, a god?” this time, his cold voice turned into a mocking one as he floats up to the air.
A barrage of portals surround the weakened boy, and within an instant, lances were spat out, though clearly aimed to kill him, they only bound and immobilized him, restricting his movement with the sheer girth of the lances.
“Give…” the boy started, shaking in determination and pure fury, making the lances vibrate, “Mingyu back!” he cried out as the lances that held him shattered, jumping up towards the taller with renewed vigor, his tattered blue and black getup replaced with white and lilies adorned the edge of his garment as the marking on his back glows a soft yet regal blue.
The man, with his irritation, now etched on his handsome face, summons a force of shockwave as it pushes everything within the back with terrifying power, but the boy, suspended in mid-air, refused to budge and only sought to have the man within an arms reach.
Within fingertips reach and before the taller could make any moves to get away, a collection of crosses sprouted out of thin air, surrounding the pair as chains sprouted out, binding the taller in quick succession as the crosses immediately planted themselves to the ground, leaving the dust to settle.
The man now kneeling down at the mercy of the shorter, was wrapped and completely immobilized.
Meanwhile, the shorter was panting, out of breath as he held the man by the cheeks, his gloved hands were gentle as if holding a lover’s face, perhaps to even kiss him. But the shorter’s sight was on the ground, trying to regain his composure and focus his sight.
“Two cores. . .reason and death no less.” The taller spoke, after a while of silence, “and to wield a weapon of the previous era so effortlessly, that’s foolish.” he remarked, though no trace of emotion was heard in his voice.
“You’re just a pathetic human, how could you have all this power?” He finished, disdain and envy clear in his deep yet distorted voice.
“I told you...I’m different.” The boy choked out, his voice clearly weak, but the look in his eyes once he looked up to face the taller was enough to back up his statement.
“Now...give Mingyu back.” He states, composure now regained as he never lets up his rather gentle grip on his visage, his eyes still holding the same amount of determination despite his rather calm voice.
“Oh...you mean this body?” The man merely scoffed, “Without my core, this man is merely a husk, a doll if you will.” He answered.
“Stop spouting bullshit and give him back to me!” his voice shook in anger, though he tries to sound as level-headed as possible.
“It’s true, the man you call your lover...Mingyu, was it?” he started mockingly, “He’s long gone- ah, that’s not fair to say, it’s more plausible to say that I am him.” The menacing declaration only served to fuel the shorter’s already bubbling anger.
“Stop lying and give him back!” The shorter tried, releasing a gust of power the rendered the nearby plant life as good as dead as his eyes were no longer humane, his pupils and irises now shaped into a cross, tilted to an angle, more specifically, an x.
“Why do you keeping asking for him? He’s just a clone, a vessel made to house my soul.” The man asks, incredulous, making no moves to attack, but rather he was trying to comprehend how this human went to great lengths for a human, a clone even.
The shorter succumbed to his knees, his pants returned, til they turned into soft sobbing, his hand slipping from his cheeks and to the neat blazer the taller wore, clutching it tightly as he kneels, humiliated, tired, and heartbroken.
“Please...” he hiccupped, pleaded to particularly no one as he lets out choked out sobs, looking up to face the other, cheeks tear-stained as they continue to flow, looking straight into the taller’s eyes, his determination long tempered into grief.
“Give him...give me Mingyu back…” He continued, his sobs becoming coughed out as he feels himself being ripped apart by a force stronger than anything he had encountered, “I’ll do anything, please, just give him back…” He begged.
The tranquil rain was no longer tranquil, as the arrival of the roaring thunder filled the grieving silence between the two figures, one bound by chains and the other holding onto them, placed in the center of the collection of crosses that surrounded them.
Before the taller could mock the other’s pitiful state of being, a flurry of memories rushed and flooded his senses. Memories of the one they call Mingyu.
“Mingyu, you have to let go of me.” A gentle voice resounded, too familiar not to be recognized by the one who possessed the taller.
“No! I refuse!” The shorter, presumably Mingyu, petulantly refused, holding onto the arm of a boy with eyes closed.
“Mingyu, come on.” The gentle voice began, as a hand reached to cup the other’s sunkissed visage.
“This isn’t how you play tag. Now, will you let me go? I promise to treat you to ice cream if you manage to catch me next time you’re it.” The gentle voice soothed the child, though not much taller than him as he wriggles his arm out of his grip and brushes some of the messed up tufts of raven black hair away from Mingyu’s sight.
Memories continued to flash in front of the taller. Laughter, tears, kisses, and the way the certain figures held each other, love clearly so evident in their shared gazes and longing stares.
Another memory began to play within his sight.
“Mingyu, look! I’m officially a valkyrie!” The gentle voice, now much cheerful and rather proud, showed himself off to Mingyu, who was all grown up, much, much taller than the owner of the voice.
“Valkyrie?” Mingyu tilts his head in confusion, “Isn’t the title for girls?” He asks, blinking slowly.
“Ah! well...Principal Theresa and the higher-ups decided to name me that for the time being...until I’m officially put in a squad, I’m an A-rank Valkyrie!” He explains meekly.
“Really? I thought you were aiming to be S-rank?”
“Well, I barely passed the written part of the exam.”
Soft laughter emitted from the pair as Mingyu lifts up the shorter, singing words of praise for him.
The last memory was too vivid to be called anything but recent.
“Mingyu, no!” the voice cried out, “Let me hold the core instead! Your body might not take another core!”
“I can’t let you do everything!” Mingyu replied.
The boy stopped in his tracks.
“You think I didn’t know?” Mingyu says, and for the first time, his voice broke from the sadness.
Flashes of memories began showing again, showing the familiar back of the shorter, adorned with the mark of an orchid flower and a frazzled orb.
“Two years,” A blue-haired girl started. “That’s all you have left,” She explained.
“The cores may be benevolent in nature, but the honkai energy is ultimately a chaotic force that powers the cores.” She explained. “Even if we took out the cores from your body, your Honkai adaptability, will do next to nothing to improve your lifespan.”
the boy, now draped in hospital gowns with things attached to his wrist, smiled sadly, giving out a soft sigh.
“I guess it was only a matter of time, huh?” he muttered, looking at his palms in silent thought.
he looks back up to the blue-haired woman before him, “can I make one request, professor?”
“go ahead.”
“Can you not tell this to Mingyu? I want to be able to tell him myself, at least.”
“Alright, but you'll have to tell him quick, that boy's been sweating buckets ever since he found you in the shipwreck.”
The shorter merely chuckled.
Little did the pair know, Mingyu was listening from the other side of the wall, a stray tear falling down from his cheek as his lips quivered.
He returns to the prior memory.
“You always try to do everything, always trying to save everyone! And maybe it is for the better…” Mingyu started.
“But why am I the only one who feels this way?” He continued.
“I may not be as skilled as fighting or as smart as the others, but all I know is…”
“Mingyu, please.”
“This world, this wretched world…” he croaked out, “Means nothing to me without you!”
and as Mingyu grabs the suspended gem, light completely envelops both of them and their surroundings.
He's immediately brought back to reality, and breaks free of the binds fairly easily, blowing the shorter of the male, including the crosses that surrounded them, away from him.
“Foolish human! sacrificing yourself for a clone, loving a soulless husk of flesh! no matter how many cores you take,” the man began, summoning cubes out of thin air.
“you will never stop the Honkai!” he cries out in anger, trapping the grieving male in the cubes and commanding his lances to slice the cube cleanly with much anger in his gestures.
He finishes his attack with a powerful blast at the sliced cubes, but his brown eyes were already fighting to be alight with life and vigor, causing a splitting headache that he forcibly chose to ignore.
The male, arising from the wreck as the dust settles, was completely beaten up, his beautiful getup shattered as he held on to a stray spear from his cross before.
He was completely silent, the black cross growing in purple flocking to him as he heaved labored breaths.
From this distance, the taller could not clearly see the man's expression, and slowly became unnerved by the silence that befell upon them. Having grown used to the cries of anger and grief of the other.
“Die! Die! Die! Return from whence you came!” The taller repeatedly cried out as he launched attacks towards the battered male.
Each attack was dodged gracefully as the shorter geared up and charged towards him, his cross becoming a skateboard of sorts as two spears joined on both ends and transformed into a double-ended one, parrying and blocking each attack that came his way.
Mingyu, the shorter began.
I'm sorry that you had to find out this way. That I didn't break my obsolete habit of doing everything for everyone. For giving myself to the world so readily without thinking of the people that wanted me as I am.
The attacks continued and did little to slow the shorter down, his eyes flaring up in a different kind of determination.
But to tell you the truth...I failed my written exam on purpose. Principal Theresa had told me that If I became S-rank... I'd have little time to see you, kiss you, hold you, and even fight alongside you.
I know I told you that I was gonna become the best soldier ever, but even then, what was being the best soldier when I couldn't see your smile? telling me how proud you are of me? teasing me about my height despite me being able to wreck your shit one hundred percent?
what was being the best soldier if you weren't there to scold me, telling me to be more careful next time, patching up my wounds, then cooking me the best dinner buffet ever?
He continued to charge towards him, jumping off of the cross, as another one materialized above the taller.
“using the same trick again! how foolish!” the taller cried out, gathering power in his hand, ready to toss it above.
“Judah!” the shorter cried out, fully materializing the cross, as it split in half lengthwise, spitting out spears that shot everywhere, held by golden chains as it surrounds the taller.
By then, the power had dissipated from his hand, effectively neutralising the taller's next attack as the cross drops behind him, pinning him on the surface of it through the chains that pulled.
“this...what is this?!” the taller cried out in anger, panicking when he was unable to channel and utilise his power.
“the oath of judah— or a complete perfect replica of it...principal theresa's cross.” the shorter explained.
“the cross contains the core of the herrscher of binding, who can neutralise honkai energy and bind the target...however this cross doesn't have that core...but it has enough power to bind you.” the shorter panted, the pain of infection flaring up from his back.
“the more you use your herrscher powers...the more your physical body will be infected.” the blue-haired woman explains again.
“so I'll turn into a zombie?”
“not specifically. the core of reason is sentient and rather benevolent...the core will probably eliminate your physical body...and turn you into a part of it.”
“and what about the core of death?”
“it's an independent core, it won't fight your disintegration, but I doubt the core will find the strength to work with the core of reason again if it doesn't have your body.”
Two years. He could've spent the remaining two years of his life with Mingyu. Images and thoughts of marriage, family, and lifelong accompaniment begin to swirl in the shorter's thoughts.
But Fate was far too cruel to the both of them.
As the taller struggled and mocked the shorter, pitifully bound by the chains who only flared up in response to his anger, the shorter takes a few steps forward, leaning down to the kneeling man.
“the core of death?”
“yes, it's abilities are quite... interesting.” the blue-haired woman, now known as einstein began to ponder verbally.
“what's so interesting about it?”
“for one, the core doesn't just kill living beings...or bring living beings back to life.”
“I'm not following.”
“I have studied the core for quite a while, and tested it on numerous samples, which were mostly physical.” she began.
“but there is this theory, that the core doesn't only kill living things... physically.”
“I'm still not getting it.”
“Part of why the Honkai zombies become essentially brainless is not only their cognitive functions becoming impaired, but also their egos being reduced to a number of commands.”
“so you're saying the core is capable of killing personalities? I don't see how that's beneficial.”
“With the right amount of practice and power, yes, it can kill personalities, but also bring them back to life.”
Einstein, your theory had better be true, the shorter remarked in his thoughts as he comes face to face with the taller.
the orchid flower mark on his back began to glow softly as he cups the other's cheeks yet again, before planting his lips upon the other's.
the kiss was nothing romantic, maybe to the taller, but to him, it may be the last kiss he'll ever give to him.
The taller began to feel a sense of drowsiness at the contact of their lips, not only was he feeling completely powerless, but his limbs were completely going slack, and his struggles ceased.
he couldn't move anything, not even his lips, as sensations slowly left his body. the patter of rain against his now drenched outfit, the hammering heart within him, and the cool winds that would've let his body shuddered in response.
The last sensation he felt was his lips, until his eyes met the darkness.
Mingyu finally comes to, as if he had awoken from a nightmare. His breaths were labored, like he was drowning and he was just resuscitated back to life.
he was not in the place that was ruptured into pitiful pieces by the powers capable of bending physical laws, but he was in a different space.
a peaceful one.
colors swirled all around him, he felt weightless, like a burden was relieved off of him as he looks around in mere confusion.
then the thought hits him.
he cries out the shorter's name, frantic, scrambling to his feet to run, in hopes of finding a way out of this space. To finally reunite with who he loved, the person he's been aching to hold in his arms.
“what are you flailing about? you look like a deer caught in the headlights.” the familiar voice spoke up, causing Mingyu to turn sharply to his back, seeing the owner of the voice he wanted to hear the most.
“How— When did you— god, you fucking idiot!” He immediately stammered, collecting the smaller into his arms, tears silently flowing to his cheeks as he gives him a squeeze, happy to have him in his arms.
“Hey, Hey. Deep breaths, baby.” The shorter one removed his death grip on him, smiling gently as he held him by the shoulders.
Mingyu collects himself and his composure, all too elated to finally be reunited with his lover.
“Wha— What happened? All I remember is grabbing the core and the light— What happened to the core?” Mingyu asks.
“The core is within you.” He began, his smile subtly dropping, “In the process of trying to fuse with the core, you awakened something within you.” He continued.
“So much is happening, Mingyu. I can't really tell you everything because I don't know how to begin.” He heaves a sigh at that.
“Oh.” Mingyu merely responds.
“How can we get out then? I wanna see everyone! I wanna make up for the things I did.” Mingyu questions.
The shorter a sad smile on his face, though Mingyu doesn't seem to notice it. “Come on, walk with me for a while.” He reaches a hand out.
Mingyu took the hand, intertwining their fingers as he followed his steps, letting a comfortable silence fall upon them.
“Mingyu.” He calls out.
“Hmm? Yes, my love?”
“How are you feeling?”
Mingyu draws a blank upon the question. How was he feeling? He couldn't describe it. He knocked out, heard a menacing voice whispering bitter remarks into his ear.
He could recall fragments of what seemed like him hurting his boyfriend, mocking him. He could hardly believe that he himself was saying such horrible and demeaning things.
Even in such a state of slumber, Mingyu refused to believe that he was hurting the ones he loved.
And when he saw his determined, yet tearful eyes, he almost believed that it was really him, he was really doing all of this.
He didn't want to believe it, he didn't want to listen to the voice that keeps planting sinister thoughts into his head.
So he dreamt.
He recalls every memory he has with him, fond, sad, lovely, and even when they first fought. All these memories, they were precious to him, and he allowed himself to be foolishly trapped into the dream, reliving his greatest memories.
“Mingyu?”
“Yeah, sorry.”
“You spaced out, it's okay.”
“What was the question again?”
“How are you feeling, my sweet?”
Mingyu ponders again, this time not recalling the series of events that transpired. Instead, he looks at their intertwined hands and the sweet smile his lover wore.
“Like home.” He finally answered.
“Like home?” the shorter repeated, clearly amused.
“Don't laugh, it's true!” Mingyu whined, pouting at him.
“Alright, alright. I won't.”
They shared a few chuckles as they walked, the pathless route seemingly endless as they fell into their natural state of conversing, banter and some sweet kisses here and there.
Mingyu was chuckling when he suddenly let go of his hand.
“We're here.” He says.
“Where?” Mingyu asks, before turning front and facing a rather ancient door.
“The end.” He answers, as calm as he could possibly be.
“What do you mean?”
“When you walk through that door, you'll wake up from the nightmare, my love.” He answers.
Silence befell upon them again, this time, it wasn't a comfortable one.
“What about you? Will I see you when I wake up?” Mingyu finally breaks the silence.
He couldn't bring himself to answer his question.
“Then I'm not going.”
“Mingyu, please—”
“No, I won't! That's final!” Mingyu began, firm.
“Mingyu, please you're acting like a child—”
“I don't care!” he added.
“I don't care if I'm living in a nightmare, If I'll sleep forever...I don't care! as long as I'm with you, I'll be fine!”
“Mingyu—”
Before he could continue to reason with him, Mingyu lunged into his hug, wrapping his arms around him.
“Please...please let me stay with you.” He pleaded.
“Mingyu, I can't.” He began.
Mingyu didn't let up, only hugging the smaller as tears began flowing down his cheeks again.
Mingyu, still holding onto him notices how weightless he's gotten.
“Mingyu, you have to let me go.”
“No!”
A shaky sigh escapes him, trying not to let the tears fall as he begins losing sensations, and at this point, he could barely feel Mingyu's grip around his body.
He was fading.
It was as Einstein had told him, the core was slowly consuming him before the Honkai infection could.
“Mingyu, please— we can't keep going on like this.”
“No!” Mingyu replied, defiant.
A sob escapes him at his reply, unable to hold back the tears.
“at least hold me properly?” he finally says, softly.
Mingyu reluctantly agrees, shifting and putting the boy on his lap as he wraps an arm around him from behind, and in this angle, he could see how the boy was becoming transparent.
“Why?” Mingyu asks, now full on crying as he gazes at the fading body of the love of his life.
“I told you to rest! eat your meals! and not strain yourself…” He trailed off, crying.
“It was my only chance of bringing you back…” He answers, smiling sadly as he relishes what he could in Mingyu's arms.
“You idiot…” Mingyu merely added on, still crying as he holds him tight, afraid that he'll completely slip from his arms.
Mingyu keeps crying, hoping that this was another nightmare the voice had conjured for him to break his spirits, he hoped that he could wake up and he would be waiting for him with his sheepish smile, and he could scold him again for staying up.
but it felt real. all too real.
The way his body was phasing to and fro being transparent then physical, the sweet words whispered into his ears that did nothing to soothe his pain.
“Please... don't go…” Mingyu pleaded.
“I'm sorry, I'm sorry...Mingyu.” He only replied, crying.
Mingyu didn't say anything else and fully hugged the other's fading body, as light from the door envelops the both of them.
Mingyu comes to, this time, he was in the place he last saw before his seemingly eternal slumber, and before anything else, he felt lips against his own.
His lips.
They were breathing life into him, and washing away the pain the core brought upon him, opening his eyes. He sees the dimming light of life from his eyes, his arms instinctively coming up to wrap around his figure.
the shorter had enough strength to pull away from the kiss and let himself be held by the taller.
“Ah...I feel so light...Is that you, Mingyu?” He weakly calls out.
“Yes, yes. it's me.” He answers softly but frantically as he holds onto him, crying softly.
“Thank goodness…”
The silence would've filled the room if not for the hardly silent cries that were Mingyu's.
“Mingyu?”
“Yes, my love?” He answers, his voice breaking.
“I love you…” He muttered.
“I love you too, so much…please, stay with me…” He pleaded, but he knew it was too late, his pleas were never heard by the gods in the first place.
“Thank goodness...I was afraid...I couldn't say it again…” He muttered, before he closes his eyes, a soft glow enveloping his figure, the light becomes harsh for a short while that Mingyu had to look away for a short while.
When Mingyu looks again, the body of his lover was completely gone, like they were never there in the first place, and instead, he was holding two gems in his hand.
one had the orchid flower carved beautifully onto its azure surfaces, and the other merely held a smooth cerulean surface.
Mingyu's cries became louder at the sight, the reality of the situation finally sinking in as he holds the gems close to his chest, the only remaining reminders of the man he loved so dearly.
Yet the rain has stopped, and only the silent light of the sun peeking through could be seen.
The turbulently tranquil rain had stopped, and if only Mingyu had looked up, he would see a beautiful sunrise, bringing a surge of new hope to many.
But to Mingyu, he could only fill the skies with his tears, and the new day had only brought him pain, as his cries were hardly heard by the one he lost.



















