She/They 18 Bi

It’s is right and good to give in to your clit. nobody expects you to show up on time this morning anyway. they don’t respect your intellect or your maturity. so make yourself late 💕 touch 💕 scroll 💕 edge 💕 obey 💕 sink 💕 deeper 💗

remember:

1) You suck at your job and you’re a terrible student, always distracted, asking dumb questions everybody else already knows the answer to

2) Everybody can tell when you’re wet and nervously checking your phone; they can smell your wet pussy

3) They all know you’re a tumblr porn junkie, they’re just too nice to call you out for it

So why even try to hide what you are? Who are you fooling? You’re nothing but a goon slut. You’ll never be sexually normal. Nobody thinks you’re normal.

So make yourself late. Spend another half hour edging before you get dressed and do your makeup. This is what you are. 💕

When she's finished, she starts them all vibrating at full, and a little chorus of moans fills the room. Eventually she turns it down to a simmering and we all calm down, most of us are shaking, and drooling on our tits. She starts to go around the room again, handing out tablets. I take it in my hands, not really sure what to do with it, so I just stare at the pretty spiral on it and let my mind stay happy and empty. Eventually some words appear on the screen, it's a quiz! The first question is "1+1=?", with a little timer counting down from 5 seconds. I answer 2 with plenty of time. The screen flashes red and it says "Incorrect". My brow furrows, but I can't quite think of what seems wrong. The next question is "2+3=?", so I answer 5. Wrong again, but I'm still just confused. Then it says "435÷34=?" I think really hard but the timer goes off before I can answer and it says "Correct". The eggs in my cunt make me cum.

It goes on like this for some time, and eventually I'm answering everything wrong on purpose so I can cum. After what feels like hours, I don't even know the right answers anymore.

Now the tablet is just saying things, and when I say the things back to it I cum. Things like "I'm a braindead bimbo", or "I need to get dumber". I believe them like I believe everything I'm told. I can feel my brain melting, my mind getting slower.

This place is pitch black dark and cavernous with lots of little nooks and crannies. There are beds, couches, and mats strewn randomly around. At a typical event there are about 6 women and about 10 men. The men are required to be naked in the “play” areas. The women are required to be either naked or “dress down”, meaning they can keep something on as long as there is unrestricted access to the vagina and/or rectum.

The role of the female participants is to collect a set number of keys that are scattered around the room. The keys can be used to unlock the door that allows the participant to exit the rape room and “win the game”. The role of the male participants is to locate and rape the women before they can leave. In order to balance things out, after a rape is completed and the man cums- he must release her.

This is not a pick-up bar, nor is it a swingers club. Conversations are disallowed. Obviously, there are no cameras allowed at these events. This is done in total darkness. The men have to navigate the woman’s anatomy by feel. The women never see the men, never see the penises. Everything they do is by feel as well.

But the darkness isn’t just a fun way of adding an air of mystery. Deprivation of sight has two remarkable effects. First, it heightens your awareness and amplifies all other senses. Sounds take shape and sensations become images. Second, it removes any semblance of decency or morality that might get in the way of your gratification. It play’s off the woman’s anxiety of pursuit and capture. An orgasm is a trip to an unspeakable heaven courtesy of a blob of biology that you never saw nor related to another human. Of course, the women are there on their own volition, yet it’s impossible to give consent to someone you don’t know and can’t see. You don’t even know how many men comprise the sexual feeding frenzy in which you are the feast.

The dynamic is probably worth a thesis in psychology. Most striking is how the darkness forces you to close your eyes. It almost as if you’re trying to give yourself a reason for this lightless intensity. Not being able to see with your eyes open is very disquieting. So you close them. No one talks. It’s almost as if language has been suspended, yet the sounds are telling. The women are nearly silent. Very different from the swingers club or parties where they feel the need to scream and howl and shout “oh yeah, oh yeah” as if it’s some kind of hosanna to the sex gods. Every now and then you’ll hear one gasp from the surprise of a particularly enthusiastic penetration. Every now and then you’ll hear one faintly sigh as she feels a couple squirts of semen hit her cervix. The men are less quiet. You can hear panting and breath passing between clenched teeth. The occasional crescendo of orgasm.

1. What’s the first kink you remember having 

2. What’s the kink you would be most nervous about your irl friends finding out about 

3. If you could be dominated by anyone who would it be? 

4. If you could dominate anyone who would it be?

5. Which fictional character do you think about most when you’re jerking off?

6. What is your most elaborate fantasy?

7. Which fantasies do you have that you’d want to play out in real life?

8. Which fantasies do you have that you would NOT want to play out in real life?

9. If you could have sex as often as you wanted, how often would you have sex?

10. Tell us about the sex toys on your wishlist?

11. What’s your favourite sex toy that you already own?

12. Are you monogamous right now?

13. Are you looking for a partner right now?

14. What’s your weirdest kink?