Tsuki

I hate that you made me feel this way. I love you so much but why do u always make me cry?? Why is it also when I tried suicide I was the one still reaching out to you?? You ignored the whole day and I was texting you to apologize to you. But, why was I trying to make you cheer up after you were the reason I wanted to kms. Weren’t u supposed to be the one checking up on me instead of me asking if you were okay?

I wonder, if I were to kill myself.

It hurts me so much seeing all those posts of girls he’s given like to, I’m not jealous or anything. I stan those girls they are gorgeous and pretty I admire them but I’m just so mad at myself for not looking like them. I detest looking in the mirror and not seeing anything beautiful.