heaven knows i’m miserable now -- hadley & ruby
Eyes narrowing as she stared up at the other, Ruby couldn’t believe Hadley had the hide to say any of this at all. She always did this! Twisted the situation around to make Ruby look like the bad guy when it was always, always Hadley’s fault. It had always been that way, in Ruby’s opinion. Which was part of the reason she held onto so much distrain for the other. If Hadley would just grow up and admit she messed up, then Ruby would gradly move past this whole thing. Yet there she was, wanting Ruby to deny the truth. Lie just so Hadley could save her reputation.
Rolling her eyes, Ruby was about to come back with something equally as childish, but the shove of the desk caught her off guard, and even hurt a little. “Hey!” She shoved the desk back towards Hadley, pushing her chair back and standing up. She wasn’t going to let Hadley lure over her like that. There was never a time Ruby was going to let Hadley have the upper hand. “For one, you started this whole thing by jabbing me with your elbow, so don’t you dare stand there and act like I’m the bad guy here!”
Eyes flashing in anger, she crossed her arms over her chest. “And two, you can’t tell me what I can and can’t tell people. You did wrong me and I’m not going to pretend you didn’t just so you’re reputation isn’t sullied.” Puffing up a litle, Ruby couldn’t help feel proud of her use of the word ‘sullied’. She always tried twice as hard to sound intellegent in an argument.
“I’ve apologized to you, Ruby. I admitted my faults. But it wasn’t good enough for you then and I’m not about to do it again. Get over it. We aren’t children anymore. We don’t have to like each other - I can hardly stand the sight of you. But I know you and I know you just love playing the victim. And I’m not going to be the person who goes down because you aren’t over something that happened years ago. So yeah, I jabbed you in the ribs. I don’t like you. I’m not very nice. But I’m not letting you ruin this for me.” Because what else did she have? If word got around that she was such a horrible person, that she’d hurt poor innocent Ruby in such a way, what friends was she going to make? Time did not heal all wounds and Hadley knew the two of them would never be friends again. But facing this head on was better than seeing what would come of it later.
“You get everything Ruby. You get to move on and be cute and sweet and have everyone love you. And I don’t because I made a mistake. Well, I’m stopping it here. This is new territory.”












